rescheduled my flight to visit sister, family issues. only had to wait 12 hours to reboard. once i was on i had fear that the issue could turn into something worse while i was on the plane, unable to do anything. lucky the flight was only 3 hours. i tried to relax, on and off it would pop into my head, will i get off the plane and my sister will be waiting to tell me bad news. for me it seems its always that way, waiting for the shoe to drop. i know this has a tendency to squash my joy, but when it seems to work that way, it is easier to be prepared. but she wasnt waiting with bad news, and so for the rest of today i will have peace, and then there is tomorrow