Monday October 9th 2006 I think that the whole world should be singing and the whole world would be some sort of opera of some sort or more like a musical play no matter how much someone can't sing worth their lives. The only beauty in it is if it really happens and we are all in the circle right in the middle of it and everyone can being finding beauty easily in fight, in love, in hate, in death, and it would all be worth living in this horrible place. Although it's only a fantasy, what's so wrong against wishing and imagining?

Friday October 6th 2006 As off-topic as this entry is, most of my entries will be this way and this particular entry is about people that just don't care about themselves at all and have no respect for themselves. I would really want to try to help some of these people but if you really understand what I am talking about then you just notice that they only push you away and say that they will do whatever the Hell they want to do. So there is no stopping them so don't try. People that are practicing self-destruction by sex, drugs, cutting or any other self harm are rather asking for attention or they are the real definition of 'stupid' and/or 'immature.' There is no excuse for doing the things that these people do. If you want to hurt yourself for some reason and you do it for attention, then you will get it, but in the most negative way. If you want to hurt youself for some reason and you don't do it for attention then there is seriously something wrong with you. Addictions, whether by drugs or cutting . . . . whatever. It's never going to stop because it is this stupid never-ending cycle that only the guilty can understand. even though they are guilty for creating these hurtful affects we are all guilty by assosiation. But what can we do? NOTHING!