Get to go home Saturday! Get to celebrate and be with people who actually want me around. Todays Tarot card; The Judgement. It's been the "Card of the Day" since Saturday. Even after repeated shuffling. [Meaning? Accepting past mistakes/actions. Release. Forgiveness. Renewal. Salvation. New beginning. Hope.] It means many things. Too many being that it appeared out of seemingly nowhere on the 13th and has stuck around ever since. I'm trying my hand at forgiveness, and we'll see how that goes. ....The house reeks of burning rubber, and it's making me nauseous. "Share with me all of your pain, I won't share your love, I need all your love." I seriously love you, Portugal the Man.

It's beautifully hot outside today. I don't care that things are getting progressively worse, or that I've yet to talk to anyone. Or even that I only have 2 cigarettes left until tomorrow night. I'm in a pleasant mood. I will be socializing this weekend. Somehow!