everyday i look at myself and wonder why i am like this, it's sickening to be 75 pounds and be 14.I feel like no one can understand me. Everything is wrong. Where are my friends not these people who like me for my clothing style. True Friends where are they?? i ask myself why i'm so ugly and i don't think i'm pretty but lots of people do except for my hair. My hair is red. I love Sonny Moore and Joe from Schofield Ms.! He's gorgeous. I wish he'd notice me. __________________________________________________ if u want to talk to me email me at -beanstalk101@earthlink.net