• Thought Process

    by urowndisaster on April 01, 2007
    another song i wrote...feel free to comment [Intro] so you think that you know what you've been doing all along and you think that you can tell me to get on the floor and crawl [Verse 1] but i dont think you know what to do when i stand up and tell you who you are where you've been, what you've seen if it's me that you've dreamed who is the voice behind your scream push me aside next to your dreams you just need to learn how to face some things by yourself [Chorus] it doesn't matter where your goin you just wanna go with yourself alone it doesn't matter where you are you just wanna be by yourself alone and i don't care where you've been as long as you've been by yourself alone but it always matters what i say when you ask me if i'm ready to go [Verse 2] I've told you before not to listen to me when i get angry like that you know how my thoughts are always so complicated we're perfect on paper but the world is made of dirt and 'perfect' is relative to everyone you've ever hurt let me down or build me up like all those walls that didn't let me cheer you up it's so hard to get one, when one is all you need compromise what you need, for an idea your faith is gone in me, but just learn i'm all you need [Chorus] it doesn't matter where your goin you just wanna go with yourself alone it doesn't matter where you are you just wanna be by yourself alone and i don't care where you've been as long as you've been by yourself alone but it always matters what i say when you ask me if i'm ready to go [Bridge] you don't have a clue what your doing - do you? all that confidence without any heart i should have believed them the whole time with what they said about you they were so right they were perfectly right i ask you a question but theres no need to say anything the blank stare on your face already told me
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  • Failure To Keep Right

    by urowndisaster on April 01, 2007
    another song i wrote...feel free to comment [Verse 1] You close your eyes and you think about The things you know you can do without But you need them more than you think you do Delicate with the break so you’ve gone straight through Warning lights and caution signs But you didn’t see him right behind you Fixing your makeup that got in your eye Before you went across those solid lines [Chorus] And I don’t know what to do When you see straight through the Walls I’ve painted up, and I can’t stop you You’ve been running around With friends, complicating yourself But in the end – I can’t stop you [Verse 2] You lose control and you think about The thing you know you can’t do without He followed you, he was right behind you Now you can see him right beside you Pale look on his face, his eyes are closed You scream out loud “it wasn’t supposed, To be like this” cheated like this You wish you wouldn’t have treated like this [Chorus] And I don’t know what to do When you see straight through the Walls I’ve painted up, and I can’t stop you You’ve been running around With friends, complicating yourself But in the end – I can’t stop you [Bridge] …and you’ve thrown away What you’ve known today Caught up with the rest Chased by the best …and you’ve thrown away What you’ve known today Caught up with the rest Chased by the best [Chorus] And I don’t know what to do When you see straight through the Walls I’ve painted up, and I can’t stop you You’ve been running around With friends, complicating yourself But in the end – I can’t stop you I'll never stop you
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  • Recurring Dreams

    by urowndisaster on April 01, 2007
    a song i wrote, one of many..feel free to comment [Verse 1] Woke up on the floor again and It’s 5 AM and I don’t know where I’ve been Can’t stay here another night cuz It’s not alright and I don’t wanna fight No more of your melody it’s not saving me It’s not bringing me around Can’t sleep with the memories of you on my mind, they’re running all the time [Transition] if you wanna stop it all then just go ahead [Chorus] can’t stand, can’t fall, can’t move at all can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t even dream can’t go like this, it wasn’t here to stay… and I wouldn’t have it any other way [Verse 2] Lying on the floor again and I never fell asleep Last night while you, while you slept inside your coldest Reasons of you leaving me alone 3 months was long enough to realize The lies behind your eyes Regrets or just mistakes, either way it’s more than I can take [Transition] If you think you can stop it all then just go ahead [Chorus] can’t stand, can’t fall, can’t move at all can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t even dream can’t go like this, it wasn’t here to stay… and I wouldn’t have it any other way [Bridge] for you to go around me when I’m gone you’re sleeping, I’m dreaming, I’m breathing loud enough for neighbors to hear me but they can’t distinguish the difference between breathing and screaming you’re screaming, while you’re fast asleep, while I… [Chorus] can’t stand, can’t fall, can’t move at all can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t even dream can’t go like this, it wasn’t here to stay… and I wouldn’t have it any other way and I’d do the same everyday
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