my heart was just ripped out no hope for anything/anyone right about now. Just when I thought I was getting somewhere to liking someone, one of my friends LOVES him. So yeah screw that. School will be sad tomorrow. life is sad really. and I think he likes her to. I mean IDC if we never talked but still it's depressing. AHH I think she did it on purpose =/ so I'll try not to lose hope

so this is my first entry [eek don't kill me] and I really have nothing to say this reminds me of xanga, which is more public and that makes me offically keeping names out :) myspace is wayy to addicting which sucks. But I need it for personal benefits