So this is called im in school right now. and bored as hell. in study. i slept through my alarm this morning b/c i was on the phone until 2 am with the boyfriend. Kinda pressuring me, but I love him. and I think he loves me. Second time ive been inlove.. and i hate it. Kinda like .. HURT ME PLEASE. kinda gay. but whatever. ive had ALOT of relationships and this one i feel is true. but sex isnt the answer. that can ruin us. my values. im young. hes younger. so i know what i shouldnt do . but will i do it anyway? and im sick of people saying my blue hair is stupid. your face is also but you dont seem me posting that around, do you ? im not grungypunk so dont say i am . gggooottt ittt? IM INDIE. fcuk. @$#!%^&. . . im done here. and i need my rainboots. and i need my boyfriend. OH. and its called a tournement in bowling this weekend. not at home. someone elses bowling alley. wicked NOT nervous. :] jaykay.