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  • master piece..god creatued me for a purpose

    by emokiddie4life on October 31, 2006
    Too bad you knew me. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready. Did I say come and get me? Too bad I held on...when you tried to tell me. This was wrong. This is wrong. I am no masterpiece where innocence is painted green. Isn't it strange to think how you created all of me? Done by the hands of a broken artist. You painted black where my naked heart is? Now I finally know what "wrong" is. Now I finally know that you bleed for nothing. Carved like a stone with your hands still shaking. Shown on display through a soul still breaking. Aren't you proud you're the one that made me? Aren't you proud you're the one that made me....... You can't erase these lines you can't save me. You can't display me. You know what "dismay" means. Can't even try to remember what I knew. Before I became your model to claim no. I am no masterpiece...so strange that you made all of me. I grew tired. You expired. You finished me. Now that I'm all that you planned. What do you think?
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  • monster....great song... love it

    by emokiddie4life on October 31, 2006
    His little whispers. "Love me, love me." That's all I ask for. "Love me, love me." He battered his tiny fists to feel something. Wondered what it's like to touch to feel something. Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the windows. That night he caged her. Bruised and broke her. He struggled closer. Then he stole her. Violette wrists and then her ankles. Silent Pain. Then he slowly saw their nightmares were his dreams. Monster. How should I feel? Creatures lie here. Looking through the windows. I will. Hear their voices. I'm a glass child. I am Hannah's Regrets. Monster. How should I feel? Turn the sheets down. Murder ears with pillow lace. There's bath tubs. Full of glow flies. Bathe in Kerosene. Their words tattooed in his veins
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  • October 13, 2006

    by emokiddie4life on October 13, 2006
    you pull the pain . you wanna were everyone went LEt it go you toss and turn in the middle of the night where did they all go let it go(3x) [don't hold on] Sceam out loud(3x) [don't hold on] let it let it let it.....go don't hold (don't hold).....ON everything is Slowing down
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