i reach out one last time to get hurt, yet again.

why do my decisions always put me in the worst situations?

he says the meanest things. says things that contridict them. keeps saying he'll come and see me. hurts my feelings. yet i miss him so much. new depression song: Snow Patrol- Chasing Cars.

he says he'll come to see me. gets my hopes up. and then lets me down. all over again.