I have the boys. They are up in my bed asleep. I'm going up to join them.

Here I sit listening to my MP3 collection. Looking up lyrics. Finally creating an account and adding my 2 cents worth. I'm sad and some of the music is helping me cry. I don't know what's going to become of my life. I know it's never going to be the same. I know it's all going to be ok, but I don't know for sure if I believe it. I just found out one of my "favorite lately" songs is about heroin. I still like it. The song I mean. This is pathetic. I'm going to bed. .