December 15, 2006
by jellybones on December 15, 2006Not trying to sound like a whiney,
confused average teenager, but..
holy fuck guys are confusing
So there was this guy who I've have this thing with
for a while. well actually it started in grade 10, he
was in my social class and we had some mutual friend. He told my friend that he liked me, but other
than that nothing happend. we were just friends.
Next year at the beginning of grade eleven we
actually started talking all the time and I kind of
liked him. He is the most charming guy ever
and is so easy to talk to. He always tried to make
plans with me, but for some reason i would always
cancel them by making up lame excuses. I guess i was just nervous hanging out with him one on one.
Anyways one night over the summer i ended up
sneaking out and went a slept over at his house
cause his mom was out of town.. So we definately
hooked up.
After we still talked all the time though. Hooking up
didnt make things akward. He told me that he had
liked me since grade eleven. Later in the summer
my friend and i both went and stayed at his house
again. His mom was out of town and two other guys
stayed over too.. so we hooked up again.
Things went on like normal and we still talked
all the time. I never really told anyone about us
though. Anyways, of course his mom went away
again and i slept over again. I actually really liked
him, and i dont usually like that many guys..
But the last time i slept over i got caught, it was four
in the morning and my mom realized that i was gone
it was shitty.
Later once grade 12 had started i was having a sleepover
with my friend lisa, and we were talking about
getting caught sneaking out and junk like that,
so i told her about that time at that guys house...
and well it turns out that he had been trying to
hook up with her as well..
and this is a really long story, but we were pissed
off and bitchy so we went to his house. we acted like
we had no idea that he had been trying to get with
both of us all summer, but we made it so akward for
him. It was our little form of revenge i guess, and
then after that we both just stopped talking to him.
After a while though he started talking to me again
but it wasnt the same.. and I was sad because i
still liked him, but i had screwed it up with the whole
lisa scenario. But after school had been going for
a while, we stopped talking again, and again it was
me who stopped talking to him and so he stopped
making an effort. Months went by and we never
spoke. I missed him, but i didnt know how to talk
to him, to make things go back to how they used
to be with us. But then, not long ago he randomly
started talking to me, telling me how much he
missed me. I told him that i missed him too, but i
didnt pour my heart out or anything. It was only
on msn he was talking to me though and i was
getting off the computer. the next day i talked to
him on msn, and it was just an average conversation. He didnt throw in any cute compliments
or anything though. Since then he hasnt talked to
me again.. at school he doesnt come say hey, and
when i sign on msn he doesnt talk to me. So why
did he tell me he misses me so much?! why did
he get my hopes up thinking we could be like we
used to?!?
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