Sooo.... now what I find amusing is that 2 years later, my boyfriend stalks me on here and finds this. Which is absolutely ridiculous, and I laugh at how naive I was. I'm mainly writing this for his benefit and amusement in case he decides to stalk me again. I was such a lunatic... =P

so.. i forgot all about this site and stopped visiting and in that time so much has changed in my life... i finally know whats right and wrong and i adore a guy from my church. i love it

Okay, so i knew this guy, he was realy sweet... he did suffer from schitzophrenia, but he was still a sweetie.... he was 2 and a half years older than me.... but after a while i got to know him, came to trust him... as the usual guy does, he made all sorts of promises.... he never kept them. he said he loved me and always would. yesterday he told me he never did.... guyz like that suck!!