god i have alot of homework to do im so far behind and i just want it to be the weekend really bad ...:(

This sucks im sick and i feel horrible but i really want to work out and i have to take the TAKS test tomorrow and i have alot of homework to do ...well for phyics and spanish ...sucks math i just need to catch up ...its really dumb i missed a quiz and homework and she added those to my progress report and i have zeros and i need to make them up....really sucks so now im failing and i need to bring up all my grades and i really need to bring up spanish or im not going to pass that class. i cant wait to go to the pool i get to see my baby and i get to work out :) of course i love to see my baby more ....i probaly shouldnt work out but i like to be in the water i want to go and pick up the camera and work on tecnhinqe ...it felt better at austin,...idk well im going to watch a movie

So i should be taking notes my freakin car got broken into this saturday, and my ipod radio and my freaking adper for my ipod got stolen, they broke my passager window and i had to take my gf home with my car covered in glass and it being really cold outside ...i felt so bad ....hum...well sunday i had to even get to work with my dad ...it wasnt for a long time but it sure felt like it....but when i took a shower to get cleaned up later that day it made up for it ....cause my awesome girlfriend took a shower with me ...:D dang that was great hum...then i went to a suriprise party for one of my friends and it was fun ....bad things are happening to my friends and even me and everybody ..? dont know why ...2 of sarahs family members died and bens grandpa got mugged and stabbed and died later that day ( sunday) what the heck is going on ...im glad my problem wasnt that bad ...well im going to be off thursay ...going to austin for state in swimming ...i need to go pretty fast to get my name on the board ...what next ...im just going to be working on relays today at hat maybe some fly ....depends ....well my day today has been ok...really boring ...1st period went over something really easy like 2y + 2x + z = 5 ...i thought it was easy so i was like dazing off trying to find out harder problems lol like 12z + 3y + 4x=42 6z + and so on im going to be either alseep or do my work right now ....maybe a sleep im tired

My, my, my music hits me so hard Makes me say "Oh my Lord" Thank you for blessing me With a mind to rhyme and two hype feet lol i like this song ....hum....boring day so far im going to have to swim for like an hour and then spend some time with my awesome baby ...then go to state the next week l;kasdjfl;asdjf really neverous about it ....humm...my day so far has been ok boring really 1st took a test and it sucked i mean i like math but i didnt study for the damn test and i should have i know i passed it casue i love math but i could have gotten a better grade on it ....then i went to spanish and to my surpirse we didnt go over spanish we watched a movie about the incas which was awesome becasue it was in english :) then lunch ...2 pizzas and a chicken burger ...and water ...then i went to pysics and read my book the whole class period and im planing to do the work this weekend lol :D then i took a test in history and we were done 4 the day really boring but were watching a movie ....and i want to look up some lyics ....so i'll write later

well, i came home at 630. my mom was like. wow your home a hour and a half early. i ignored her and went to drop my stuff in my room. i came back to the kitchen. and my dad was all trying to kiss ass. he was like.. i tried. i looked at him and i was like shut the heck up, u didnt help me one bit. this morning u said u would ask her if i could go to chilis, and when i remeinded u , u yelled at me. and said u didnt want me going with jace cause he didnt talk to u at districts. and then when i tried to call home to ask for more time, you wouldnt even let me talk tou .u gave the phone right to mom. you wouldnt even listen to me. so dont even try to tell me that u helped me cause u didnt. ... then i went and made ramon noodles with a piece f toast and cheese. it sucked. but i promised jace that i would eat something. grrr. lol. my mom is being such a FUCKING BITCH. ..... AGHHGHGHGHGHGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!. and then she was like. ... god, she has an attitude.... .. NO,, YOU WONDER WHY????.... i dont even want to see my mom at regionals tomorrow. its going to be great. im going to talk to my grandparents. but ignore her. u know how u said i can never hold a grudge. well guess what. i can. hum, coach is picking me up in the morning cause i dont want my mom to take me. goodness im going to look up different medical jobs. that way i can get something that makes a lot of money so jace can brag about me once again and not be disapointed in me. god he made me feel like shit. its not how much money u make, its your job, its something that you want to wake up to everymorning. so i dunno. whatever. illl still look. hey, and this summer if he wants to. we can take anatomy &physiology together over summer. i just dont know when he is oging to his swim camp. :( im going to miss my babycakes while he is gone. but he will be super fast (maybe have abbs.) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. jk. i love him the way he is, i really do. he is so sexy. he has no idea how much i love him. im pretty sure i cant go anywhere sunday. cause ill be doing hw. and he sounded like he really wanted to go with the guys and burn tires. lol. i just want the best for him. well im going to search the web and just.. i dunno. maybe my babe will get on. hum. i hope so. oh, i forgot to write about my day today. ewww.we did rectal temperatures today. i got to practice and the whole class watched me. of course we used a dummy. but it was weird. i had watched three other girls do it and i knew everything step by step. but right when i got on the gloves, i totally went blank. i ws like aww crap. hum, then in physics we did a lab using a ramp and some little metal car. so for homework i have to do a lab report, a worksheet, and then all this medical stuff. so yeah. i duno. hum.. laterz