dang this sucks i have alot of homeowork and im going to do it today :( i dont want to but i really have to and im going to try my best and if my awesome girlfriend lends me her spanish /enligsh dicroty thing ...i will do my spanish ....hum....regoinals will be fun im hoping i will go fast ...well im going to start on something math ....EZ :D

just listening to this song its pretty good ....im trying to find new things to listen to ...everything else is getting old so ...i need to find something new ....it sounds so much like nickleback but i guess its sadder :( i dont know ? hum...oh dang im so exicted i got in my swim camp :D god i was so happy when i saw the letter ...yes we have you in are camp for the 2nd session i was like heck yeah i get to get faster...im going to get fast ....real fast and its going to be great when i can finally get alot of medals like Nash,....i wish i could get as many medals as her ...every meet ...i mean shes great ...Perfect ...4 me and just me ....shes smart ...sweet ...strong ...and is great at everything she does and i really love that about her!!!! hum... so how was my day today ....???? 1st period i felt so smart lol i love that class ...and the teacher is nice so im not worried about the class...she just really talks all period ...oh and i have homework in that class today ....hum...2nd i have homework ....well really make up work i freaking hate spainsh i try and i cant get it ....i didnt want to do anything in that class today but i still got my book out and took notes because i want to prove to her that i can at least try to do my work ....i need to learn it ...3rd hum...i listened to my ipod the whole class period and i have homework on that to ...really sucks but its not due till like the end of the week but still sucks cause i have this other worksheet that im not done with due tomorrow lol ...hum and now 4th period my favroite ...with a 98 in the class ....top 1 lol im so dumb lol hum...im really going to try and work hard today at swim pracitce ...6 to 8 75s flys and like make them sprints....my 1st 50 at the meet was a 29 not my best and im going to have to beat it and i will do better ....i so wanted john to get knocked out of regioals lol that would have been great ....:D im hungery and im gonna get alot of food after practice and then do crunches for Nash ...lol not really...... for myself im going to get ripped this summer ...even abs and it will be fun next year ...:D

tomorrow is districts. im so nervous. today in medical class we had to make beds by our selves. my god its so hard. im going to teat my bed appart this weekend and practice. we are testing on it on monday. its scary. i know i dont want to be a CNA for long. i dont want to be making beds and wiping old peoples asses for the rest of my life. thats for sure. harsh sounding, yes i know. but its the truth. hum, Carlos told me that john.. the asian told JJ to just kiss me. then carlos askedme what i would do if JJ did that. i was like either rack him or punch him in the face. hahaha, he just turned around and got quiet. and during lunch i asked John why he keeps telling JJ this stuff. im not interested and i dont care about JJ. but john swears he didnt tell Carlos anything like that. i was like,,, hum... oh, and the swimmers all got garters (mums like for homecoming) and we wore them. it was cool. we all felt special. :) hum, and in physics class. since im a nerd and a loner. i had done a vector lab all by myself (i do everything in tat class by myself) all the people in there are jocks and preps and the people i know are moochers. so im like .. go away, i work better by myself. i finished it yesterday. so i had today to work on my medical homework and listen to music. i got my test back in physics and i got a 90. this jock got a 95 and i was like what the fuck . how can someone who doesnt pay attention in class get a higher grade than me. turns out that they had all cheated off eachother in the back. and of course, me i have to go and ask the teacher how i got a 90. turns out that he forgot to give me credit for two problems. my true grade was a 97.. whoohoo im doing really good in that class. hum, lets see. i didnt have pasta tonight. but i had mashed potatoes. which is really good with carbs, just like pasta, and i had peas.. yum:) and meatloaf. it was actually really yummy. well, i just went with my mom to the corner store . i drove cause she had a few drinks. my dad did too. you could tell on my dad, but not my mom. and we saw a pure bred german shephard. it looked just like the one my neighbor has. so of course we have to stop and try to call it. it came to me and i petted it, but then my mom was like, put up the seat and see if it will come in, i did and it ran away. i was like,, fine doggy. i dont want u anyway. i dunno. and then we got home and called the neighbor and asked him if his doggy was missing , just to make sure. cause like yeah. and my mom keeps saying how she is going to look for a car for me to drive. cause my plan is great. my mom was burdened so much last summer cause of swimming and college. well, my plan ,, swimming, from 7-9 then maybe weights. i dunno. and if not then a class from 10-12 and then eat lunch and then another one in the afternoon. im going to take 4 classes over summer. at least try too. its going to be really hard. cause i need to take government, economics, art history, and english 4. those are all the possible college credit courses . and i want to take them . that way. my senior year, the only classes i have left to take is pre-calculus. im going to test out of BCIS over summer. and do that credit by exam stuff. that way. my senior year ill still be in highschool, but i will be able to leave campus to take college classes like a real college student. i want to take the surgical tech class. that sounds awesome. oh, and i have almost taken all of the medical classes possible at the highschool . the only other ones are anatomy and physiology, and someother one. like pshyiology,,, some class dealing with the mind. i dunno. its weird. but if i do that then i can be a texas scholar with ap placement and distinguished. thats as high as u can graduate besides being like valevictorian. but i cant be that because taking the college classes messes up your GPA. wow. i have wrote a lot of stuff. sorry. hahahahahaha, mines the longest. hahahahahahah. in ur face. lol. 0:) ill call u later babe

lol i tryed something new today and ...everyone liked it even the girl that hates me the most said " i got to give you your props 4 that cause it looks good on you" i didnt spike my hair today i mohawked it and i think it looks good and so did everybody else im guessing i had some guys tell me hey cool mohawk looks good and juliet said that i should keep it like this casue its better so i was like hey i'll keep it like this ...i wanted to try something new and i did ... i wonder if my baby will get mad casue i kinda want to wear it like this to the dance ...? hum...my day so far was pretty tiring and i havent liked it at all ...1st was ok pretty good the teacher was impressed by how much i knew ...and she said i will do good in the class....2nd period was the worst ...i was talking to the teacher being all dumb and she was like ahhhggg jc you never try in this class and your going to fail along with other things ...and that just hit me really hard cause compared to my last spainsh class i was trying i was actually trying to do my work i always have a spanish elnglish dictory with me...i know i could try harder, i slack off but still i try more then i have before i was really upset so i didnt do anything if she said i dont try i was going to show her what it would be if i didnt try ...i slept in class and when she would call on me i wouldnt say anything and alot of that and everyone in the class new what happened cause im usually exicted in 2nd period and im usually the guy that makes everyone laugh and not today ...the whole class was quite and after class everyone was hey whats wrong your not your self and i kinda blew them off ...i'll say sorry later but i was mad ...:( then 3rd period came along and it was ok i actually did all my work that i needed to,...to catch up ...4 yesterday and i got 3 100s in hw and a 52 on a quiz ...and the teacher is awesome he said if i see that your trying and your in class everyday you wont fail this class...he said " i can understand some 50s and 60s on your quizes but not 8s and 12s (which we had some in are class) if you get 8s and 12s your not trying ...if i see all your homework done and your quizes arent so good liek you get an 80 here and a 50 there you will past casue your trying ..." that made me feel better cause its an awesome class and i do try there and it kinda made me madder at my second period class ...but oh well now 4 this class of course ..were watching a movie and i dont want to watch it so im writing :D hum...after this im going to go to HAT and swim cause i want to work on my backstroke and do some starts and turns and not do over 1500 yrds ...im going to kinda taper for Distrists (not really) Regioals is what i really want to do good in... hum...im going to be so tired after Distrists though lol and the north dance is that same day and i think its going to be fun...i cant wait to go ...i know my baby is going to look so beautiful ....well im going to check up some lyrics and maybe watch some of the Pariot ( cant spell ) :(

i know what ur thinking... creepy. but no, im watching Greys Anatomy so like it kinda fits the mood without being all ugghh. How come my b/f doesnt ask me for gas money?? huh? what.. were not married yet... theres no law that makes couples share money if there not married. i just wish my babe wasnt so stubborn when it came to that. and what the heck. you havent told me about your muscles, bones and ur stretching. doghouse. . that screams doghouse. lol. but i love him. this is a pretty cool journal. i have never heard of anything like this . like on a site like this. i dunno. and omg. do u know what sounds so good right now??? i wish i could be laying down with my babe. im so tired. it sounds so awesome. im tired!!! my day was boring. i got out of my taks test. then i went to my nursing class and we learned how to make beds the right way and how to make them when a person is laying in it. it is really like in depth. there are so many little errors and a million things you can do wrong when making a bed. my gosh its crazy. hum, lunch was ok. oh, and physics i have gotten three of my papers back and all were 100's oh yeah. go me. and i just did a lab on adding vectors. god, it was complicated, and i had to do a lab report. but i did it. i have been thinking. i kinda want to get into the surgical tech. end of medical stuff. like i dunno. haha, the whole pediatrician stuff. i dunno anymore. cause my babe and i will have plenty of kids. and surgery would be cool . and working in the emergency room. i would see new stuff everyday. like something different. i dunno. im weird. .... :) well, im gonna call my babe. goodnight.

im so tired,...when Nash called to wake me up i didnt want ot get out of bed so she called me at 7 ..god i love her ...but i am tired i think im getting back to my normal speed thats good but now i just got to get faster ....im not going to let john beat me im going to beat him bad ..i need to ...im going to ...argg :( im getting sore so i need to lay off like hard workouts ...when i strench in the morning all my bones in my shouders pop and its really bad i should strench before i go to bed that would be better... so my day so far ...boring new 1st period its ok teacher seems nice, really cool i think i will do good ...oh dang i just remembered its thursday :D its smallville supernatural day my favroite day :) but i have alot of spanish homework ...i hate spanish...i was liertally playing video games in her class cause she had to leave and pick up her daughter from school ...so i was playing super smash bros on the guys computer next to me ... heck yea ..use to be at that game ...not on the computer though...3rd period i was reading a book freakin crazy book i got like half way on it and it was thick so idk ...i liked it ...it was funny slash everything ...borrowed it from the girl behind me ...lol it was funny the whole class period i could hear her and 2 other girls to the side of me arguing about relliogus belifes ...cause the one behind me is athis ...(doesnt believe in god) i hate that i cant spell....and the other 2 were talking about how wrong it was and everything ...i was just reading the book the whole time and about 10 till class was over i started talking to them saying you shouldnt jugde people over there belifes casue thats the same as being races ...i dont know if that makes since but it did when i said it and the belll rang and i went to 4th and took some werid taks test pratice and now were watching a movie im not into lol OMG i just checked my swim camp thing i want to know if i got in or not and im really nervous about it cause i want to go...it would be really fun and id get really fast ....so when i come back i will be like all cool/ fast :D . im tired and i want to be with my baby just like to be alseep with her and i would fall asleep really fast ...but i have swim practice soon so i get to see her and that makes me happy but !!! i have very little gas like very little and i need money to fill up :( i hate that

i shouldnt be in class right now i skipped 1st and 2nd period and all i went to was lunch and 3rd and 4th...that was fun went to nicks house and watched some movies listened to music really boring but better then school... chris left nicks early cause he had to be with his stupid girlfriend that uses him ...god its dumb i hate her cause she trys to be my friend and shes not lol well ...i got up today at 545 in the freakin morning so i could go to a 630 swim practice it was pretty fun i really need to get in shape i thought waking up at that time was good 15 mins for me to get up ...pick up Nash my awesome girlfriend and then 30 mins to get to the pool ... i wish the morning workout was cheaper ...i would so pay 25 dollors a week for swimming but 25 dollors a day is way to much ...hopefully next year we'll have double workouts and it should effect everyone ...making them go faster and what not ...im pretty fast already but i need to get faster so show everyone that i have come a long way since last year ... i mean i did drop like 11 or 12 seconds in my fly which is great :) but i need to drop it even lower since im on the A team now ...grrrr... :p i dont know i just want to have metals in my events ...i do sometimes but i want more ...all self-fish lol :D

ok well now that ive looked at a couple songs i might as well write... i really need to get in shape for this up coming meet...i need to go under a mintue in my fly ...i really want to i have to beat john and then alex ... i feel so out of shape though... i need to get alot of practice in .... :( and i had such a hard freaking time getting a scuedle change today ...stupid asst. princeaple convenced my dad to keep me in pre ap class but i went to my class teacher and she told him i couldnt pass cause i didnt do my major project and he got me out of the class ......bell rang out of school

well im just going to try and get into this site more it intrest me ... finding out alot of songs im into...