Seewa's Journal

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  • 140.

    by Seewa on December 27, 2008
    Christmas. What more can I say? I've got/had four shifts this week. (One more to go!) I worked five hours on Boxing Day, so I'll be getting time and a half or double time for that. I just worked four and a half. You need to understand that I normally do, say, 3 shifts a week, varying from 2-3 hour shifts. On the rare occasion, I'll do a longer shift. From yesterday and today alone, if I weren't getting a bonus for working on a holiday, I'll be getting $110+. Time and a half? Around $150. Double time? $175. What does it say about me that I sit around and estimate how much money I have earned? Oh, also - I have new hair! It's got blonde underneath, natural colour on top, and it's all shaggy and such. Very cool. Right now it's straightened, so I don't know how it looks shaggy yet, but I'm betting very cool. I really love it. Now I'm even more sexy! xD
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  • 139.

    by Seewa on December 21, 2008
    1. Passed my L's with flying colours - 100%. Hell yes! 2. I've got two new fishies! One's called Phoenix, and the other's called Edgeworth. They're so adorable, I love them already. 3. I'm totally sunburnt... I got sunburnt last weekend when I hung out with my manager. Guess what I was doing this time? Hanging out with my manager. For the record, this is the guy who's got some sort of a thing for me. That makes me sound really cocky, but I'm honestly not, it's just too obvious that he does. He's practically said it in all ways possible without actually saying it. We drove out to this touristy place, like 2 hours away today. It was a lot of fun. 4. The other kid at work who likes me I'm sure still totally does. He's really cool, we talked a lot at work tonight. Good fun. 5. I'm not interested in either of them in that way. Aw. I wish I was because they're really awesome guys, both of them. Scroll down to find out why I'm not interested. 6. The other manager who used to yell at me all the time has been sooo nice to me lately, it's insane. When I told him my results, and when one of the other workers in the store crushed mine (her UAI was like, 92), he goes to me "You know, if they were judging on the person, you'd easily get 100." Plus, I've been improving with my manager skillz and he's been complimenting me on that. 7. Overall, everything is excellent. Christmas is coming... dundunDUN. 8. I am now going to sort out my iPod with some new music and get rid of any of the junk on there that I don't listen to.
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  • 138. Step back in time!

    by Seewa on December 18, 2008
    UAI = 71.20 I wanted anything over 70. Win. I've got to study up some more for my darned L's test tomorrow. It's a matter of getting me to sit still and concentrate right now, which isn't happening, haha. I should probably go for a walk or something... I haven't done that for a long time. I think I just might. GHIII update - I used to be stuck on One and Raining Blood on Hard, and Same Old Song And Dance on Expert. I've now beaten all of Hard, bar the Lou battle and Slash battle. I'm up to The Metal and Black Sunshine on Expert now. I'll be getting back into it soon. I want to get up to The 7th tier soon, if only for KOC... test my skillz.
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  • 137. All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to,,,

    by Seewa on December 17, 2008
    IFYOUSEEKAMY! Kind of accurate right now I think. Two of the guys at work like me. They're polar opposites, too. One's an instore like me, he's 16. The other one's a manager, 22. Obviously, I'm not interested in either. The manager is kind of stalkerish... but he's a really chill guy to be around. I'm happy being friends with both of them. I feel bad because I haven't made the boundaries clear with either of them. I will if it's brought up. I've done my Christmas shopping... which, really, is just my mum. I got her three things, she knows what they are and she's very excited. On Friday I'll be going for my L's test - that's one of my Christmas presents. I better get to cramming, haha. We're doing it this week because after this week my mum gets holidays from work, so then we'll have lots of time to crank up the hours. I think I've got to get 150 hours now. Gah, whatever, it'll make me more prepared and comfortable for the actual test. I'm ploughing through Guitar Hero III right now. I've gotten so much better since the last time I've played some of the songs on here. It's really good, they're all kind of fresh to me now. Yay, replayability! Oh, and also - I win the HSC. From worst to best: Society And Culture: 73, Band 4 Modern History: 77, Band 4 English (Standard): 78, Band 4 General Maths: 83, Band 5 Drama: 84, Band 5 (EPIC WIN!) I get my UAI tomorrow, I have no idea how that'll turn out. I'm trying to find a calculator that'll work on this damn computer. Bored Of Studies is down, so I found this other one, but it runs in Excel and it won't let me sub in my results. Like, wtf. For now though, I'm ecstatic about my results, and I can't wait to rub it in to my family on Christmas when they grill me. "OMG WHAT DID U GET 4 THE HSC?" "I won the HSC." "OMFG U R TEH SMARTZZZzz" That's all I ask for. xD
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  • 136.The (Shipped) Gold Standard.

    by Seewa on December 08, 2008
    I want to scream "I love you" from the top of my lungs But I'm afraid that someone else will hear me.
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  • 135. All I wanna do is be with you.

    by Seewa on December 04, 2008
    NOTE TO READER: TEENAGER-Y RAMBLE AHEAD. PROCEED WITH CAUTION.

    Can't say I didn't warn you.

    God-fuckin'-damnit.

    That certain person who I have a major crush on - yeah, the one I've written too much about in here - COMPLETELY dogged me today. Twice. Possibly three times.

    Now, she told me she was going to the first session of High School Musical 3 at the local cinema. I initially had no intention of going to the same session as her because I wasn't going with anyone, and it'd be kind of imposing if I rocked up on my own and saw her there with her sister. So, I was going to go to the second session. The plans changed when my friend wanted to go to the earlier screening. No problem. I went into the movies and I swear I saw her sister there taking up a second seat. I didn't look too long or say anything but I'm pretty sure that was her - if I saw correctly, then either she was there and I didn't see her somehow and she didn't say anything, or she came in and didn't say anything to me at all. That's when I was sitting there, when I left - she WOULD have seen me.

    So, once I left the cinema, I was contemplating whether to call her up or not and see if she had seen it. I was very excited, okay?! And the person I went with is far from a HSM fan, and she pretty much hated it and only went because I was going and she wanted to hang out with me. Anyway, I gave her a ring, and I was very excited on the phone - all I got pretty much was "Yeah I saw it, it's good, bye." If she actually did have to go for whatever reason then that's cool but I would have stopped me before I started talking about it! Like "I can't talk right now" or something. Or not even answer. She has my number, it'd come up on the screen TELLING her it was me.

    THEN, this is what kills me - I SAW her. I saw her, with her sister, we walked right by each other. I would have said something but after the incident with the phone call... no. I kind of embarrassed myself with the phone call. I don't want to make it worse for myself. I know both her AND her sister saw me. Nothing.

    Like, what the hell? I thought I was meant to be friends with this girl. Yes, I'm fairly sure I am overreacting, but all the same - I'd treat my friends much differently. It's not even this. It's everything. It's the fact that she barely wants to talk to me anymore. It's as if now that school's over, she wants nothing to do with me. For fucks sake. I hate myself for everything this has caused. I need to get over it immediately. How? I don't know. I can't just say that I'm over it and be done with it, because it's really not like that for me. I don't fall for people easily, but when I do, I fall hard. This has been going on for a year or more.

    I've been having trouble getting out of bed lately. That's not normal for me. Everything is perfect in my life, but this one thing is just absolutely killing me. To some, it's petty. To others, it's what life's all about. Whatever your stance, I hope that people can be a little more patient with me right now.
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  • 134. I don't know how to let it go, wish you knew what I was thinking.

    by Seewa on December 03, 2008

    I think I can officially say that Uh Huh Her are one of my favourite bands. Brilliant music. Suits my mood perfectly. Everybody needs to hear "Covered", that's my favourite by them.

    Holler now you want it, gonna see, see
    How do you love again?
    You're higher than the stars
    But you're covered with my hands tonight, oh baby

    Holler now you want it, gonna see, see
    How do you love again?
    You're covered by the dark, no light
    But you're covered with my hands tonight, oh baby

    Now that I'm void of a headache, I'm going to expand on things a little more.

    So my manager pulled me aside the other night and asked me what I wanted to do next year, and what I wanted to do as far as work goes. He told me that he only has this conversation with a few people, and he's picked me because I'm a really hard worker. He even went so far as to say that one of the other managers (who works at another store) has told people at that store about me, which is just like... whoa, for me. For that night I did loading, a manager's job - which I won't go into explaining, but I hadn't done it before and it went really well once I got into the swing of it. They're going to get me back on the make line on Friday again, not loading though.

    Today, I'm going to go get me a GBA SP. If not today, then tomorrow. xD It's silver, and it's very exciting for me.

    Tomorrowwww, I'm going to see High School Musical 3 with a friend of mine. I have a free movie ticket that I've been saving for HSM3 specifically. Then afterwards, we'll hang out for a bit. Then after that, I'll be seeing another friend of mine and her boyfriend. What we'll be doing, I'm not even sure, haha.

    I'm so annoyed, my sleeping pattern's being interfered with by my cat. Sound like a joke? Well, it's not. It's serious. She comes into my room, which I'm fine with at night. Now, I shut the door when I go to sleep, the main reason being that I sleep with the radio on, and my mum doesn't want to hear it. So, when the cat (Tabitha) comes in, she's stuck in there. She'll sit on the computer chair for a few hours, in which I would have fallen asleep. Then, she'll decide to come over to me, and start clawing my bed, therefore waking me up at 3AM or something. I stop her from doing it, then she jumps up on my bed. I'll give her a little pat, and then I'll shut my eyes to go back to sleep. What happens then? *SMACK* She hits me!! She hits me, and wakes me up to keep patting her!! When she finally gets sick of it, she'll jump back down on the floor, walk around for a bit, then start clawing things for a bit, which of course, I have to stop her from doing. Then she jumps back up on my bed with me... and the cycle continues. I eventually have to get up and kick her out basically. (I open the door, she runs out thinking I'm going with her, but then I shut the door as she turns around.) By this time, it's an hour or two later, which means I'll get up later when I actually wake up. <.< Damnit, Tabitha!!

    Sooo... other than all that, I can't think of much else to type. Oh, but I have a request for anyone who makes it this far into the entry - PM me! I have now mastered the PMing system on here, and it's very exciting, so.. do it!

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