I'm on such a high right now. Well, I normally am, but even more so. Not long ago, I did my monologue for drama. It was sooo much fun! I love my drama class, they're all such great people to hang around with. Apparently mine was pretty good though. I was happy with how it went. Everyone else's were great, I enjoyed watching them all. I always do. We're going to go on an excursion soon - May 15th. It'll be awesome! Ahhh, I'm so relaxed now. It's lovely to be home. I can't wait for Friday (drama again), we'll get our marks back. Exciteddd.

Proper entry soon. :D 1. Who did you last shoot a dirty look at? Emily? Only joking around though. 2. What kind of car do you drive? I don't drive. Mother's got a Ford Festiva. 3. Have you ever had a garage sale? I have actually. It was combined with my mum and my neighbour, and I made the most profit. Go me! 4. What color is your iPod? Black. It's ultra sexual. 5. What kind of dog do you have? Maltese x Shih tzu 6. What's for dinner tonight? I don't know, it's lunch time. 7. What is the last drink you drank? I can't remember. Chocolate Nesquik? I pretended to drink beer if that counts. 8. Last time you were sick? I had a cough/runny nose about 3-4 weeks ago. I didn't feel sick though. 9. How long is your hair? Shoulder length. 10. Are you happy right now? Certainly. 11. What did you say last? "Okay." 12. Who came over last? Out of my friends, Sian. 13. Do you drink beer? I don't drink alcohol and even if I did, beer is seedy. 14. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted? I'm an only child, but I've been told by my friends that I'm adopted. 15. What is your favorite key chain on your keys? I have no keychain on my keys. There's just this cord type thing so I can find it easily. 16. What is in your pocket? Bus pass and swipe card. 17. Who introduced you to your boyfriend or girlfriend? Nobody introduced me to nobody. :D 18. Who is the last person you had a phone conversation with? I had an SMS conversation with Emily? Actual talking, Sian. 19. What DVD is in your DVD player? Sex and the City. Hell yes. 20. What's something fun you did today? School was excellent today. 21. What do you think of when you hear the word "meow"? Tabitha, my cat. Except she's more like "REOOOOW!" 22. What are you listening to right now? "Whatever It Takes" - Leona Lewis. Some of her songs are nice and uplifting. 23. What have you had to drink so far today? Nothing that I can remember. Eeeep. 24. When is your birthday? 22nd of October. 25. What's the area code for your cell phone? Stop staring at my cornflakes. 26. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now? It's my school uniform. 27. Is there anything hanging from your rear view mirror? .... 28. How many states in the U.S. have you been to? Zero. 29. What are you going to do after this? Post a proper journal, get something to eat. Not in that order. 30. What is something you need to go shopping for? Nothing I need to buy right now. There's pleanty of wants though... 31. Do you like pickles? Nah. 32. How about olives? Ditto. 33. What is your favorite kind of gum? Don't chew gum. The acids that dissolve food are stirred and brought up because it thinks that you're about to eat something, so because of the presence of the acids, it makes your breath smell worse. 34. Do you have any tan lines? Aha, yeah. 35. Do you remember the name of your kindergarten teacher? Of course I do! 36. Who was the last person to call you baby? I don't recall anybody calling me baby. 37. When you're at the grocery store do you used the self checkout? Yes, it's good fun. 38. Has anyone ever sang to you? Yes, kind of. 39. Has anyone ever given you roses? Nope. 40. If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive? Depends... what sort of wilderness is this? And what equipment do I have with me? How long am I there? Too vague of a question. 41. What is your favorite color? Bluuuuue. 42. What color are your eyes? Hazel. 43. What is a compliment you receive way too often? "I love your hands!" o.O 44. How tall are you? 5'9"-5'10". 45. Who was the last person to say they loved you and when? I can't remember. 46. Do you like your parents? Of course!! 47. Why did your last relationship end? N/A? 48. Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone? Not sure. 49. Where is the furthest place you've traveled? QLD. That's pathetic. 50. Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep? Eat! Sleeping wastes the day. 51. Do you look more like your mom or your dad? I'm pretty equal with both actually. 52. How long does it take you to shower? About half an hour. 53. Can you do splits? No. 54. Can you use the grill? Uh, never tried really. 55. Are you flexible? Haha, oh no. 56. What movie do you want to see? Prom Night, it looks hilarious. 57. What did you on New Years Eve 2007? I went into the city to see the fireworks. I think. 58. Was your mom a cheerleader? Haha, nooo. 59. What is the last letter of your middle name? E. 60. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? Six or seven? 61, Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? Always. 62. Are you scared of flying? Nope. 63. What do you sleep in? Whatever I'm wearing. 64. Do you have any tattoos? Nah. 65. Have you ever been to Los Angeles? Never left Australia. 66. What jewelry do you wear all the time? A green band around my left wrist, a black studded one around my right. 67. What is your favorite song at the moment? Don't ask me.

I highly doubt she'll see this, but oh well. I just read your journal where you posted about your recurring dream. I'm really into dreams too, mine are pretty messed up and detailed as well, but I've never had anything like that. Like your Aunt said, pay attention to them because they're messages from your subconcious mind that are trying to be heard. There's almost always some sort of relevence in dreams I've found, if it's symbolic or just plain fantasy - there's always something that makes sense in my real life. I haven't read much of your other journals, and if I have I've obviously forgotten. :P But when I read that, I got the impression that you're watching this guy about to suffer from a sin he's commited. Since you're weighing up how good of a guy he is - how he's an artist and has this whole history that you can see - it might be a reference to your judgement of others. The first time the guy died and you cried, but then the second time he killed someone else. That could be either positive or negative, because you felt the devastation when he was killed for the good in him, but the second time around in order for him to survive he was willing to do break the law again. I don't know about your actual life, obviously, but that could apply to loads of things. Maybe there's a person or situation in your life that you're only able to see one side (good or bad) in that needs to be re-evaluated? I'm not sure. Just throwing my thoughts out there for you. Sorry if that's completely confusing.

I've been in love with Def Leppard's "Pour Some Sugar On Me" for a few years now. Can't believe I never bothered to look into anything else. Well, now that Songs From The Sparkle Lounge has come out, I'm going to get into that, and Hysteria too. (I was thinking maybe go for the Best Of but eh, I want albums not compilations.) "Pour Some Sugar On Me" is ultra sexy though, where sexy is not a synonym for awesome. Work tonight was okay. Kind of a slow night, but whatever. I really need to clean out my iPod. And I mean, REALLY clean that thing out, just get everything off it that I don't listen to.

Fuck, I messed up my missions. xD I bought The World Ends With You on an impulse buy. But I wasn't stupid with it! I traded in two other games that I don't play anymore (Sonic Rush Adventure and Call Of Duty 4) and wound up only needing to pay $20. And I'm so glad I did it because TWEWY is so much more kickass than both of those games combined, no joke. Thankfully, my work called up about an hour ago wanting me to come in tonight. Yes! Moar money! MY MONEY MUST GO HERE: - Phone bill - A Wilhelm Scream ticket - Merchandise savings - Wii fund That's the priority... sort of. xD Catch 22. You don't have a job, you don't spend much money because you don't have money to spend. You get one, you spend all the money you have, so wind up with no money anyway. Especially at my age.

"With You", ffs. Stop being so freakin' awesome and significant and such. And heeey, SongMeanings fixed up the lyrics with what I changed them too. Yay! AHHHHHHHH!!! Not escaping it. Well, again, it's such a nice song. Plus I'm relapsing because of the obsessee - the friend I mentioned earlier. I mocked the video once (without them having seen it), and since that, for one reason or another, we inform the other when we've heard the song. Of course I don't say "Well, I'm now listening to it obsessively again, partly because it reminds me of you now (more than it did before)." It's like "I heard it in the car." "In the shops." "On TV." When I saw the person in question last, the first thing they said to me was "I was just listening to Chris Brown." Makes me a little bit hopeful but at the same time, it's kind of out of reach, so whatever. My thumb is sore again from Mario Kart. Next mission: obtain tickets to A Wilhelm Scream and Parkway Drive respectively, then The World Ends With You.

Mario Kart Wii still kicks ass. :D I've started using the Gamecube controller just for the 150cc races. They're absolute bitches and it makes life easier when trying to unlock things. I've got two more cups to go. Right now though I'm going to do my drama monologue so then all I have to do is learn it and get some sort of costume together. Good idea, right? I'll be on again later tonight - that's if there are interesting people on MSN.

Listening to it agaaaaain. There's a reason for this relapse, but I don't think I could be bothered to go into it. Let's just say that it's been semi-claimed by myself and a friend. Been playing Mario Kart Wii all day. It's absolutely bitchin'. The Wii wheel adds in another side to the franchise, with more fun and more difficulty. My best friend came over today too, she gave it a shot and just played with the Gamecube controller - she didn't want a bar of the wheel because it's not the easiest thing to master. Oh, I'm into you and No one else will do 'Cause with every kiss and every hug You make me fall in love...

Blaaaaaah, I'm listening to it again. "With You" by Chris Brown. Relapse so close to a former obsession. It's a new record! But it's such a damn happy song. Lovin' it. Again. Mario Kart Wii tomorrow, for sure. Saw the obsessee today, it was really good. We played Singstar, hah. I'm a horrible singer - they just so happened to be sitting as close as they possibly could be next to me when I was singing so they've actually heard me. They're not a bad singer themselves to be honest. Haha, it was funny, I was singing "You Are The Music In Me" when they were right there, it seemed so fitting. I didn't choose the song though, the obsessee did. Good choice? *shrug* My other best friend refused to sing. Bitch. Even I sung.

I am sure not a poet But haikus are cool So here is one for the lolz. -- I gots me two new hoodies, and they are ultra sexy. I'm really excited - Mario Kart in 2 days at the latest! :D