Oh man. It's true, it's true. I obsess. I obsess over many things - movies, bands, etc. Mainly it's people I get obsessed with. It's not like "Oh, I'm so in love." It's "I admire you because you are extremely attractive to me." That attraction can be physical or mental; just if I find a person really attractive, I inwardly obsess. It doesn't sound so bad, but really, it's horrible! I feel like a stalker, without the whole follow-you-home deal. ... Oh well. As long as the subjects of my obsession don't actually know, it's okay, right? I'm seeing Coheed in 2 and a half hours. Damn fucking straight bitches, I'll let y'all know how awesome they were. xD

Well, my drama performance went really well. The group was happy with it, and I think the teacher shares the same mentality. I fudged up the beginning a little bit but it wasn't horrid or noticeable - I don't even think my group noticed. Hah. Today we were also told who our groups would have been, if it were done on the basis of what we wanted. None of the people there were happy with it, and luckily the person none of us wanted to be with wasn't there so we got to have a bitch. xD But she's going to redo the groups because even the teacher wasn't happy with them. I liked two of the people in my group, but I was in the group with the person that nobody wants to work with. So yeah. No complaints. I got given a nice compliment that I'm in the top 3 of the class. I'm really proud of that. Go me and my dramatical skillz!

Hope everyone had a great Easter. Personally, I feel like shit. I had a dizzy spell yesterday which resulted in a bitchin' headache, and now I'm coughing up loads of phlegm. Not terribly cool. I got my drama performance tomorrow too.

My Easter present from the mother arrived in the mail today! An Edge 'Crude, Lewd and Tattooed' shirt. On the back it's got 'I'm Not Your Damn Rolemodel' - perfeeeect!!! :D Actually, I've been told that I'm a fantastic rolemodel for kids. And apparently kids look up to me. Especially my cousins. I don't think that's true though.

Apparently I'm a lot more kickass than I thought. I got 13/15 on my English speech. That equates to an A, and I'm one of two in my class who got one. I don't even like English. Wtf?

Flyyyy to liiiiiiive.... aaaaces hiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh!!! One of my favourites by them. Booyah. I'm a little bit stressed because I've got a group performance with my drama class soon, and today was our last lot of rehearsals, not everyone was there, the silly new teacher decided to do theory instead, blah blah blah. But my group is hella skilled so it should be okay. I hope. I'm also anxious to find out who's in my GP group for drama. You'll soon come to realise that drama is indeed my absolute favourite subject at school, and acting is one of my favourite things in the whole entire world. (Along with wrestling and music.) Oh, and for those of you reading: www.last.fm/airsosick

And now I'm stealing her quizzy thing. TEN FAVORITES 01. televison show: Sex And The City. 02. flower: None really. 03. color: Blue. 04. sport: Professional wrestling. 05. mall: My local one. 06. music: Coheed and Cambria, Fall Out Boy, Iron Maiden + loads more. 07. food: Pavlova is divine. 09. animal: Cats, lions, penguins, polar bears, meerkats, dolphins. 10. city: Sydney, Australia. TEN FACTS 01. hometown: Sydney. 02. hair color: Naturally dark red. 03. hair length: About shoulder length. 04. hair style: Unique to myself? Can't explain it, blah. 05. eye color: Hazel. 06. shoe size: My runners are a 9 in mens. 07. mood: Very content, concious/aware, somewhat jittery. 08. orientation: Bicycle. 09. available?: Yessum. 10. lefty/righty: Right. TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 01. have you ever been in love: I've been obsessed but not in love. 02. do you believe in love: It exists yeah. 03. why did your last relationship fail?: N/A 04. have you ever been heartbroken: Um, I guess. 05. have you ever broken someone’s heart: I wouldn't know. 06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: Nope. 07. have you ever loved someone but never told them: Haha, that's the case most of the time. 08. are you afraid of commitment: Nope. 09. have you ever had a secret admirer: Nope... thankfully. 10. do you believe in love at first sight: No. TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT 01. love or money: Depends. How much money? xD 02. hard liquor or beer: Neither, I'm not a drinker. 04. one night stands or relationships: Relationship. 05. televison or internet: Both, weeee! 06. pepsi or coke: I don't drink soft drink. 07. wild night out or romantic night in: Depends who I'm with. 08. colored or black and white pictures: Colour. 09. phone or in person: In person mainly but the phone is good too. 10. aim or myspace: AIM, and I don't even use it. TEN HAVE YOU EVERS 01. have you ever been caught sneaking out: Never had to. 02. have you ever skinny dipped: Nope. 03. have you ever done something you regret: No, without anything I've experienced I wouldn't be the person I am today. 04. have you ever bungee jumped: Nope. 05. have you ever been on a house boat: No. :( 06. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Certainly. 07. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: Obsession. Yes. 10. have you ever been caught by your parents doing it? Mowthwaush said it best: "Virgin Mobile is my service provider, kthnx." TEN EMOTIONS 01. are you missing someone right now: I certainly am. 02. are you happy: Yep. 03. are you talking to anyone right now: Yeah. 04. are you bored: Sort of. 05. are you german: No. KOMM HOL DAS LASSO RAUS! ... Uh no. 06. are you irish: No. 07. are you french: No. 08. are you Italian: No. 09. are your parents still married: Never were, no. 10. do you like someone right now: Indeed I do. PS - http://youtube.com/watch?v=xL5WcJFHfV4

Why give people anti depressents when you can lock them in a room and play them some ska? It's a lot most cost effective, that's for sure. Been a very good school week I do believe. Everything's just been very relaxed, despite having to do a speech (as I've mentioned previously), and I've got no idea why. It's all just been very chilled and fun. And toniiiight I'm going to a friend's house. Weeee! My room is so damn messy. I really shouldn't be typing in here when there's so many more productive things I could be doing. :\

FACE TO FACE WITH FACE OF BEAR! :D I'm jamming to it right now. Awesome song. And not the first time I've referenced it in here. (Face Of Bear - HORSE the band) So I did my English speech today. I didn't think I did too fantastically but I was told otherwise, so that's good. Something I've noticed that I do when I'm doing speeches is that I completely zone out and don't even think about what I'm saying or doing. I just go up there, do it, then it's done. Which really is a good thing. Or it could be bad that I'm on auto-pilot and not concentrating. Oh well. FACE.. THE.. BEAR!

Here's my theme for today kiddies: love. Firstly, I love Kamelot. If you haven't heard them, go listen, right now. They're my favourite power metal band and are mainly responsible for getting me into the genre. Roy Khan's voice = love. I love how my English teacher wasn't there today so we don't have to do our speeches until tomorrow. Lovin' my new computer. *strokes* I love how love has nothing to do with legitimate love. Honestly. I laughed at my friend when she claimed she was going to find me someone.