currently listening to...good times bad times--led zeppelin songs to express my life at the moment... Memory-Sugarcult I will remember you-Sarah Mclachlan Wish you were here[aka the best song ever]-pink floyd Gone-switchfoot x&y-coldplay I'll be seeing you--frank sinatra i could go on but i think i'd die before i finished... basically, i like my friend sam(fake name) but him and my OTHER friend jessie are going to start dating the funny thing is...i'm the one that set them up...and the reason why i did that is because... 1)i didn't know how i felt about him 2)i KNEW both of them liked eachother 3)i want them to be happy, even if that means i'm miserable i know he'll forget about me because he'll be too busy with jessie...and he was one of my closest friends if my friends find out i like him...i probably can't be friends with him and jessie anymore +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ oh, and to top it all off, i went to homecoming with sam earlier in the school year but i never new if he actually wanted to go with me or if he was forced by my friends. so one day we were playing truth or dare recently and i asked him if he was forced..and he said yes...annnnnd i also asked him if he liked jessie when he went to homecoming with me....annnnnd he said yes...............ain't life grand? PS the only reason why i'm sharing all this is because i can't exactly talk about it with people. so if i sound really whiney...it's because i've been holding it all in.