Laying on the insides of the sheets Faces turned towards each other My breath is trembling As my eyes are fixed upon you In a hesitant gaze But a passionate one I can stop myself from shaking Out of control Completely unaware And unable to admit to myself That the heart is screaming to me I want to accept it But it's a refusal to let go For fear of losing myself

should've let myself be thrown aside but sometimes we let ourselves down didn't want things to turn like this always wanted you at my side because we'll always be at each others throats but in a good way and it'll always be the same every single time you can cast me astray i can cast myself straight out the window the door shut on me this time tears streaming hands shaking I can't ever let you go.