Just thought that it would be a good time to start my journal as i have nothing better to do (seriously). Yea so i feel so bleugh! i dunno why but then i guess my choice of music at the moment is not helping my mood. I've been listening to the same two songs for the last couple of hours and its just making me feel more bleugh! The two songs i keep constantly listening to are: 1) The Tide - The Spill Canvas 2) Emergency - Paramore I'm in one of those moods where i really want to cry, constantly but i can't, i cried a bit but yea. You would think that if the music was depressing me more i would change the music, but i can't. I know it sounds weird but if i listen to any other songs, it just doesn't sound right, as if just because im not in the right mood to listen to anything else, songs, that i would normal