OMG WHAT A FLIPPING CRAP DAY! Yea so my positive attitude has totally go out the window, i'm so pissed off right now it unbelievable!!! This is why i shouldn't make resolutions, they are a total waste of energy!!!! Okay so you want to know why my day was so shite ( you probably don't but i'm going to write about it anyway. 1) I was late to school! (quite minor but still annoying) 2) The weather is shite, its hot & humid and its been raining near enought constantly! 3) My trousers are ripped at the bottom of the leg so i can't wear them again 4) Left my buspass at home 5) Spent all of the £2 that i had at lunch 6) Left my phone at home 7) Had to get the last £10 out of my back account which now means i am broke! 8) I need to get something to wear to my mates party but i am BROKE!! 9) I am hot, sticky, tired and cranky!! 10) LIFE JUST SUCKS IN GENERAL!!!! Yea so anyway xXx

OMG The summer is so here its so hot in London its unbelievable! Im like sweating bucket loads (an attractive features in females i know) but its all good because the heat gives me a reason to eat ice without looking like a weirdo and i can have loads of ice creames & ice lollies!!! YAYYYYYYYYY!! (^ _^) LIFE IS STILL SHITE! BUT ITS SO HOT THAT I DON'T HAVE THE ENERGY TO THINK NEGATIVELY ... So i have made a new day's resolution. My resolution is to think positive!! Right now i am listening to Forgive Durden's song Im a sucker for fakes! Such an awesome song LOVE IT!

why has there never been a period of time in my life where every thing is simple and easy. Seriously, if one aspect of my life is going well then there has to be a glitch in another part of my life. Its so Fudging annoying!!! Why does life have to be so hard? Why does nothing ever work out for me? Why is nothing ever simple? Why can't everything stop working against me? I can't go on through life like this, its so fudging hard to live everyday knowing that as soon as i think everything is going to work out, KABOOM! My life turns upside down. Its got to a point where i predict whats going to go wrong. Its almost a rota! I know it sounds psycho but its my way of preparing myself for the worst, never been the most optimistic person in the world. So theres my random rant! Toodles people ]= xXx =[

Just thought that it would be a good time to start my journal as i have nothing better to do (seriously). Yea so i feel so bleugh! i dunno why but then i guess my choice of music at the moment is not helping my mood. I've been listening to the same two songs for the last couple of hours and its just making me feel more bleugh! The two songs i keep constantly listening to are: 1) The Tide - The Spill Canvas 2) Emergency - Paramore I'm in one of those moods where i really want to cry, constantly but i can't, i cried a bit but yea. You would think that if the music was depressing me more i would change the music, but i can't. I know it sounds weird but if i listen to any other songs, it just doesn't sound right, as if just because im not in the right mood to listen to anything else, songs, that i would normal