For a few days now I've had this strange feeling, like I need something to obsess about...Or it might not be so strange after all, just the mind telling me that I need to find a replacement, which is a normal coping mechinism. Currently there is nothing in my life and I mean nothing, besides of course my family and a handful of friends whom I rarely converse with, but in terms of hobbies - besides surfing the net, I have nothing. I'm also unemployed, I spend most of my time at home as I don't have any money to put towards other means of amusement. You can just imagine how boring it can get, I don't know how I could have lived like this for a year but I managed it..Well maybe I do but that's another story, which I'm sure wouldn't interest very many and at most, I am probably better off keeping it to myself. I'm hopeless, I really am. Once I start rambling nothing will make sense, like so..I can barely remember the last time I was obsessed with a band, and even then it wasn't that extreme. I never felt like I needed to get in touch with them or routinely follow their every move and interview..Ok, so maybe that wasn't so much an obsession. I'm not very good at this, why am I so hesitant about writing in a journal, especially since it can't get any more anonymous than this? Anyway...until the feeling passes or until I find something worth my obsessive efforts, I have found two new sites, which I have taken up a position of lurking in. They mostly have to do with alternative topics, both covering a large category of unexplained mysteries, to name a few; paranormal activities, atlernate histories, nature, spiriturality, extraterrestrials, UFOs, etc. These topics have always been a fascination to me although I seriously lack in the experience department I have no doubt in the possibilities. I try to keep an open mind. I think that may be enough for a first entry, until next time, maybe in the next year. I have never been good at keeping these things up to date - Goodbye. P.S. I appologise to anyone I bored with this entry. P.P.S. If anyone is interested, I have left a link to the two sites..enjoy. http://www.unexplained-mysteries.com/ http://www.abovetopsecret.com/