i neva knew where all this would lead, Unlike the walks i took with you that night. Why did i listen to your protests when i pushed you away? and now i'm my own punisher, Holding me captive till i can't breath. You vowed never to let me go, And you've done just that. Oh, how can you do this? You stand there and watch me die, Tearing myself up inside Catch me when i fall, You once promised me this, So please do just that Cause i need you now, like i needed you then, To heal our scars i wear on my selve...

here it is, don't worri i found it and i also found the song that reminds someone of me, Diamond Dogs by Beck, oh gr8 one, its all bout gettin raped, is that a sign, oh well, hes a freak anyway...

I don't have a clue where this goes to, but hey, here goes nothing