Its like i have this secret life one that only i know about think it sounds insane? think again I'm living inside of it every day feeling as invisible as i've ever felt I see you but its like you see right through me sometimes I watch you with her and think about how its never gonna happen I listen to my heart as its being torn apart inside of me like it wasnt meant to be there in the first place

I miss you I miss you where have you been? all my life youre gone now i' miss you come back to me please come back to me i love you i love you where have you gone for all this time i missed you i missed you for so long i need you i need you more than ever now you came into my world i love you i love you come back you will be mine always and forever

My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon I have been inducted. Into a society. A great metaphor for how i am feeling right now is...I am a rollercoaster speeding down the track...ok so that was lame but you know what? that is exactly how i feel. I need to slow things down a bit. Between school, a new job a new home, wow, things are very chaotic lately. Did you know that I am only age 14? Music is my life. Jealously has overtaken me. I want to rise above all the rest. next year, i will focus on music mainly. Trying my hardest, like i've never tried before. yes. that is what i will do. Pressure, yes pressure. i've said it. That is what i face each and every day. But i try to ignore it and get on with the rest of the things more important that i need to do. Yes. I do. Ok i am really tired so i'm gonna go sleep now. Ok maybe not. maybe i'll go write a song. Wow that actually sounds very uh...time consuming...and well.....fun haha. wow, i'm a nerd. And inside i always will be. ~Mucho Amor~ My Heart is the Worst Kind of Weapon

Omg i think i have another obsession coming up. Taking Back Sunday. Holy shit they are so amazing. (but unfortunately for them, fall out boy will always and forever be, my #1 band) they are not too far behind right now though. I LOVE THEM. wow they rule. :)

So many emotions at one time I cant keep up So many emotions in one place I cant keep control I think i'm going to burst I need to let go Too many memories too much joy too much sadness too much pain too much everything I think i love you too much I think i miss you much more

New Job New Home New Friends New Family Old summer Old Family Old Friends Always Friends Always the same Never the Same Never again Never gonna see u

wow, this all used to be so easy...life i guess it has changed since then if only I could go back in time just once to that special time when everything was peaceful and everything was so simple life was wonderful now life is so complex and hard sometimes if only i could go back It all used to be so easy... didnt it?

Ok, so this is my first time as a user on this site. This might be a little boring because of that. But i am a big fan of lyrics. And i was made that way because of...Fall Out Boy. I dont care wtf all of you have to say about them, just dont talk shit about them when you're talking to me, because you will not be happy later on. haha. Ok so maybe thats not all true and stuff, but i dont appreciate it when people talk trash about a band that has worked so hard and they have finally gotten what they deserved all along. I love them from the bottom of my heart and it is a promise i made to always stick with them no matter what happens. I will always be a lover, supporter, and fan of fall out boy. ALWAYS *much love* ~Caiti~ Love will Tear us apart ~Joy Division~