I don't really know what to write here, so i will qoute songs that the lyrics apply to my life. Ok so the following qoutes are from Foolish Games: "always felt I was outside looking in on you You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair, You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care" "Well in case you failed to notice, In case you failed to see, This is my heart bleeding before you, This is me down on my knees" That describes my relationship with my ex better than my horrible poetry. He can be caring, and then callous. He cares but he is too weighted down with other friend's craziness to be there. And I can't expect it.