You still cause me harm You only see my faults You only help me fall apart This is the rage that commences after your gone You cannot help me now You cannot help me now All you would do is make me a fool Everything has happen for a reason You cant pretend that you don’t want my return As much as we make it be happening It was all the way it had to be Its because of them That you started to pretend Like you don’t know me that good Its because of me That your living in peace Its because of you That you lose and need me too This has been an act of a fool I don’t know what else to do This has teared me down This is the rage that commences after your gone You cannot help me now You cannot help me now You cannot fake You cannot change The way that you neglected All the reasons to take my hand You should know that someday ill be gone No longer here to accept The cruelties of your mistakes and evil Heres the more that ill do to help you I’ll stay away from you

No more joy No more hope No more friends that pretend to be impressed No more love that helps me create what I resent Moving on past the obsessive fixated events Here now headed toward the dessert To re bond with a spiritual conscience Forget the chaotic disorder Previously confessed to a boundaries of reality tests Forget a crisis that will have a bleeding wrist Even with the blood in my love in the terrible summer Its not the first time I’ve seen lives and loves being through I don’t know what’s gonna happen I’m just gonna stay out there happy Being content Staying out of peoples ways Forget the chaotic disorder Every moment that passes I want it back Why for me is it hard to accept life for the way it's life Feel pathetic should I be No ones sympathetic not towards me Never really had an infancy To much harsh mystery Wish I could relive this whole thing I would do it better Forget the chaotic disorder

Open your eyes look all around Engagement into contact Sense your first pleasure of the day How did we enter this compromise Somehow the paradise is gone I have vanished as my eyes have open and my mind awoken Responsible for the disasters in the mountains Give me lust, give me pain, give me air, give me pleasures Do you like the bitter waters For your bitterness and betrayals No comparison to the main item There is plenty more of plenty more souls So the highway truly leads to the gates In eternity we shall nourish As we break on through what is divided Happy imaginations fictionalized into our minds Will we live this way at the end Survival will no longer be ensured upon our civilization Case in similarity an acid a destiny Through its beats through its waves through ecstasy Never a necessity, only a moment without patients Caress the world down, how long will we last now Are you still in the mood Considering opportunity has come through Teaching you from my creative mind With teachings in philosophy and poetry Count directly if I matter Speak your mind out and give your heart to me I wish you could come peacefully Can we surrender our souls Would you die for me Ask the same from me in return Has divinity had its capture What about charisma do I seem to have that charm Kinda person am I Does the frustration gather So does eagerness So I let the one I feel I tell her pull and shake on my belt babe in the mood Necessary as my friend Frustrated for as hard as it is Taking the time to remove all oblivious ventures As I head next into the dessert The place of my birth As we begin the ceremony Ashes lift up from the earth Telling us live the necessities As time repeats itself Will my soul searching one again commence Its been ours to continue this haze I feel alone counting all those grey attempts Leave me to rome Feel so surprised made it this far Very exhausted tried to hard Got to see a sign Cant continue thinking about it Time will pass Epiphany hitting me twice I can feel your divined sincerity Like a dream to reality She becomes mine softly driven in passion Countering she becomes disturbed By the theory of expulsion For reasons of her love She continues to live for me And is willing to die for me Enter again we now creation as for almighty The earth has its populations

Follow now what you hear Its an obvious thing am i not being true Th games you play you hide so fearful And now you see you seem so perfect now With the truth always kept out Keep it to yourself we all have something to hide Its not the truth we’re afraid of or maybe we are Fuck sometime we want something We just don’t know what Fuck sometime we want something We just don’t know how There’s games we cant keep our face out of There’s this talk about criticism We just don’t want a showdown We seem so perfect now With the truth always kept out Keep it to yourself all the time We all have something to hide Its not the truth we’re afraid of or maybe we are The lies are told and seen right through But everything just keeps on going There’s nothing here to talk about There’s nothing here to forget Its not how you remember So fuck your silly ways I talk to myself out loud in my letters Everything you can name But the truth is told Why are we so afraid of what’s really going on Its not like its gonna hurt not to find out Or maybe to recognize the right from wrong I seem so perfect now With the the truth always kept out Keep it to myself all the time I always have something to hide Its not the truth I’m afraid of or maybe I am Sometimes this applies if not Well then fucking move on Its not how I remember to be shown the right This seems worst then wrong Yet you have me doing it all My lies are told and things are known But the world just keeps moving on It seems so perfect now With the truth always kept out Keep it to itself all the time 
It always has something to hide Its not the truth its afraid of or maybe it is Its better with the truth always kept out Im just trying to hide myself