Stuck it to that bitch Sucked my flagpole Wasn’t it relaxing Turning around on me Wish you had honesty Miss it more then anything Falling closer to death Wouldn’t recovering you make me best She rides through the motions Resistant of pain But is vulnerable to the name Is it stupid to live life based on reminders Just that I had it all even if I lost it Funny how things work out But the universe prefers balance so it works itself out I wish not to escape the damage made I rather talk to the ones I’ve wronged Believe its naive to try anything Want to die but I’m frighten I’m a wreck cant make much sense I’m the one no one cares to understand Why am I so under life Only when I’m acting bad Is when I get any respect Any results and everything that happens Is no longer my fault When I try to better myself There’s no satisfaction at all Cant do anything right No one wants me around Alienate me just without knowing me They already hate me I’m sure my life isn’t a blessing I can only feel how much I’m forsaken Well I grew up fast but I grew up alone Even bitter I get screwed over By the better I attempt to make myself Left your mark on me But its a dangerous romance No way I can ever go back to that lover That can make me betray all my values Compromising at the wrong expense But it will be worth it In order to see what I obtain Im a very sensible person and it makes me Full of emotion Even if I blow things out of proportion Life is fragile so I continue My dirty virtue Know that i’ve lived know that i’ve loved Know that i’ve lost I wont allow myself to forget Paranoia will only make me lose Gotta be cautious to win Penetrate the light of night 
Break into the day time My focus of the western thought Felt admiration as everyone noted my exaggeration Through the theories of my many tongues Including the language of influence Its a false deed Couldn’t commit to me I know where you live girl Im not maximizing my full potential As Im an Elderly Trapped in a child’s body 
Bloody well must leave As I feel this empty Why do I look for a Happiness Through love themes This life is an illusion This life is anything that makes up reality This life of perception Is insanely mistaken For continuously we imagine The uninvited deception That stresses our world And unites us with those we despise Brings entire life’s to ruins I am not that wont be it Soul has witnessed all the karma Of many wrong tools I’ve used In making my moves With the looks given to me Clarity That its signaling In particular tend to avoid my fears Through the Harsh competitive Years Erasing what’s trapped in the memory As they say it still remains Waiting alike me figure an escape Dense in my sense Find it to closely Ending is my show So slowly you see my bullshit As she arose Im still dying like a rose The former lover stands still in shock Its from her lies what she’s truly bought Denied me full pleasure of her company In her heart in her mind did I never truly see At the end of the day it all remains a mystery When I die will I ever listen To view if I yet understand things You might have understood better without me I complicate things You only complicated me Its what you now own baby You left your mark on me In a way I’ve become property Forgiveness she never seen Damage its caused me Never will leave this mentality Feeling like a victim although I very well shouldn’t be But she fucking hates me And I’m fine with that Even more sense my back makes I hate everybody

Im incapable of words But feeling out of the norm Standing very still and very alone Putting up with the worst They at every chance intend To make me hurt No one will pull me out of the fire Everyones leaving me to burn We’re all gonna rote 
There’s no point to care No point to fear Everyone hates me here And all I have broken Myself into plenty Left a piece in every city Take good care of yourself 
No one else will Attend the glory Or you’ll end without a story Can not redeem myself Attraction that was sinful Made me do it Don’t Wanna commence If I cant have warmth comfort 
 Did you feel I was lying Well I know I’m truly no longer trying Good bey I gave you everything I could 
Made you feel very confident Well you made me very insecure Even with that I was so happy Just being with the crazy kid Was this love Miss my bat girl Miss walking little red ridding hood Say it once more good bey Take good care of yourself 
No one else will Attend the glory Or you’ll end without a story Can not redeem myself Attraction that was sinful Made me do it Don’t Wanna commence If I cant have warmth comfort The nights without you Spending them like a fool Walking around in search for you Please tell me what you’ve done to me That its so difficult to forget you If you could only see The way I remember you In my crazy insomnia The way I beg for you in My crazy drinking routines