Here I go again Lets wait and see how this one’s gonna end Thought I was fine but insanity caught up With me one more time Moved my priorities out of order Realized that my obsessions Are controversial disorders controversial conflicts that got me Making no sense Everyone questions me Everyone’s fake complete They think they know the remedy’s Through every road They cannot make me not feel alone They cannot take me out of this Junction thats unknown Well it seems I’m falling down memory lane Think of the lies I’ve said As I’ve looked in many eyes Stepped outside my lies felt i would die Now I’m coming to danger To me its a million dollar fantasy If i could be with you possibly ecstasy Here I go again Lets wait to see how this one’s gonna end I’m curios about many women, objects, and events I thought I was fine but insanity caught up With me one more time Keep on realizing That if it isn’t right by now Well then it may never be So tired of frequently allowing myself to believe Stupid harmful fantasies Designated to mentally torment me There’s no birth without death The misery and pretending The plastic smiles that I show Consequences happen in our life’s Stuff thats worth laughing at Here everyone laughs at me I’m happy and I never cry I don’t wanna suffer The roads and captures That I’ve encountered were awful Everything I did to myself It was all harmful considering my past Accidental moments don’t last

life’s a waste of time its another pain filled experience through the roads and captures where we find out of the thought of the truth that my cruelty is paid for lost you along the way where i’m still predicting you and now heres the time to believe that ill (spy) when i’m going further in the nightmare when its over for the dream to come here you’ll be for the prediction made now at the end you’ll see how will find future things ahead where these sky’s never end you’ll still predict me well i’m still predicting you sky’s the limit to what we can say maybe someday to the roads and captures ahead we wont fall in love with everything we meet the single memory will remain no matter how much we hate it there’s still more on my mind even after i finally let it go with the courage to tell you how i feel some detail i left out but here it comes now you make me wanna be a better person for whatever the hell i think its worth it its worth it not to blow this moment off just go with it cause just give me a chance see how it goes see if you like it or maybe we're better off this way now you make the choice weather the moments worth it weather i deserve a chance to make you feel happy am i really worth it for are we really worth it are we really worth it treat yourself well you deserve it cause ill (spy) when the moment is over and all you wanted was to be like this i’m still predicting you even after all we were, could have been, or whatever was the past lift your head up and think of the future now cause you’ll still be waiting for me at the end off the nightmare i’m still predicting you with limits now

Fantasizing with you its exotic Hatred is the monster of Energy That will rid us of this planet Fantasizing and in life I have everlasting dreams The amount that i have seen Beauty ,wonder ,and chaos Fascinating Seduced by the influence of destruction As morality has subsided Infinitely through destruction I’ve constructed A legacy signified and revolutionized A generation Fascinating Through my misery, I hate everybody Murderous eyes, dangerous entitys Secluded anguish To escalate from this depressed existence Wise and intense With a tendency toward physical beauty Like the love That was brutally never meant to be Fascinating Complexed vain and high tempered Not arrogant if ever before not anymore Just lost everything Love the feeling of mystery Love when it feels as if death is near Separation creates this fascination Fascinating i have long been awaiting

There’s always something more That i wish i knew I’m not anymore Then anyone anymore There’s always less of something Like you and the exceptions Heres my silence With all the humor it brought Wheres that passion That you use to bring

There’s got to be more of something Besides the disappointment Besides the deception Well we talked Well we talked about the Long term consequences To our long life situations My silence brought much Your smile to your face

I’m not anymore Then anyone anymore I started to see myself For the failure, for the good Person i am Never claimed to be The emptiness in my life Has started to reveal itself I’m alone thats what i know

It had to be so long Since i last seen you It had to be this way Why are we afraid You must have loved me lots To give me up you had enough You must have thought things Wrong To forget all the abuse

I’ve started to notice This is life what we make it This is me what i’ve made me I’m alright with a second chance I’m alright to know its all gone Alright to still be with my family I’m uncomfortable at times I never feel satisfied Come back to my side

Alright once more Let you and me be together Or apart Our relationship was over Way before the start Heres my silence My silence must have tired you out For you to succeed I wish i was no fool So i could concentrate on you

How am i now How are you about what’s happening Why has meeting you changed my life Is this excitant real If i had one last chance To make things straight I would but i lost faith