i must admit, i feel rather poor seeing others entries and writing about my own life. everyone else seems so down. i send my warmest wishes and hope everything works out for everyone in the end. Mum always says i'm too nice for my own good. I'm really not too sure how that is a bad thing. Dhani and I had out date tonight, if you want to call it that. (i know i do!) He called me last night and told me to take off work. I did, and he picked me up around 9 Am and we took a (long) drive out to Liverpool, wandered around, and had some dinner. It was fantastic being back in my hometown with such ties to Dhani. Why someone would take three hours of their time for me, I dont know. We had lunch in this tiny pub and we took (cliche') a Beatles tour of Liverpool. It was amazing. I few people pointed at Dhani and we got a good laugh out of that. By the time we got home, we were both exhausted and Dhani dropped me off at my flat. We stood in the threshold, holding hands, when he said in a quiet, adorable voice "Well Goodnight." and turned to go back to his car. I lunged foreward, grabbed his arm, and yanked him back to me. It was amazing how well I fit in his arms and how perfect his lips felt on mine. and here i am, awake at 2 in the morning, still thinking abour this glorious boy. i think it's love. =]

So my best mate Dhani calls me up last night and we planned lunch today. It was super nice. I have not seen him since mid-July and it was wonderful to catch up. I haven't realized how much I missed him until I saw him again. I felt tears well up and I threw my arms around him. His hair no longer is that purple-y colour it was, but his natural, so-brown-it's-almost-black. We just talked and joked over our fish and chips and I asked him what he's been up too. He's been super busy with his band, which is awesome. We then just took a walk along-side the Thames and just talked, and took pictures. It was a wonderful afternoon. When we both had to go back to work, Dhani picked a flower, gave it to me, and said, "I want to see you again, Elizabeth." It was so romantic, with the Thames as our backdrop. We agreed to dinner tomorrow. I must admit, I'm looking rather forward to it. :) Then I went back to work, which wasn't too bad. My afternoon dance class is pretty easy to teach. I closed up around 5:00 and headed on home. My friend Lissy phoned me and we had dinner at Sticky Fingers. It's been so long since I last ate there, I forgot how much I love it. We were going to go to the cinema, but we just we to Piccadily and hung out, then I headed on home. So today was fantastic. Hopefully this thing with Dhani works out. oh and Robert, he's an ass. Tried to bed me on the first date (didn't let him--of COURSE) and never called me back. Whatever.

::insert fan girl scream:: that other boy was/is a permanent git. i loathe him. i started hanging out with robert more. and he asked me out! on a date! and not a lunch date! i CANNOT believe it! ROBERT! in all his high-cheekbone, blue eyed, MAGNIFICENT brown hair glory. I HAVE A DATE WITH ROBERT. i could explode right about now. so, im gone for the night. WITH ROBERT! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. i love my bloody life.

i dunno...i used to like him a lot. and now...ehh not so much he's ignored me all summer, then texts me out of the blue and wants to do stuff. no. i am sick of being trampled on. screw you. leave me alone. im not interested anymore