My music listening didn't go too bad!!! Everything i was hoping for came up! Shurla predicted that a popular reggae song would come up, and it did... the exam was quite easy even though i just guessed half of the answers i wrote down :/ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxxx

I had two exams today.... totally fucked up Run out of time in the Religious Studies one, Could hardly make out what the tape was saying in my Spanish(Listening).... ARRRRRGGGHHH!!!!! I'm FUCKED. If the rest of my exams carry on like this, I'll refuse to collect my results in August cos i'd rather not know. And if they post them to my house, I will burn the results...REALLY...I WILL!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Catch ya later xxxxxxx

Exams begin Tomorrow!!! Shit..................... Oh yeah, so much drama today. Everywhere i turn, there's people crying.WTF? Oh no, am gonna miss Andy, he didn't realise that i would be leaving in a week and i could tell that he was slightly upset by the news. He said he was gonna get me a huge gift..oohhh 0_0.... en he soooo has to take me for a ride on his bike!! OR ELSE. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxxxx

I've managed to keep it together for 5 years... why the hell am I falling apart NOW? I just don't understand why I'm finding it really hard to cope with a lot of the stuff thats going on. I'm the sort of person who can take just about anything and move on, but lately something strange is happening. I can't believe that i cried on Sunday night. Totally out of character for me cos i hate showing my emotions. I normally wouldn't cry in front of someone or let them know that my feelings are hurt cos it makes me feel vulnerable... kinda like revealing my weak spot, so I keep myself to myself. I guess i started feeling like this when my uncle died on friday. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxxx

soo, I've been listening to music by Beduoin Soundclash for the WHOLE day! their music is seriously doing summink to me! so calming and relaxing! I have to see 'em perform! HAVE TO !!!! - Gotta see the band [Abadden] on the 11th as well, Nicola's coming too. should be fun. -Got myself the Motorola RZR phone cos my old phone was playing up as usual! The RZR phone is highly overrated...disappointing....tut tut ~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxx

♥oh no, ♥am falling for ♥the little bugger! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxx

today was funny!!!!! -had the pudding party[haha..that gets me everytime] today, en i was stuffed by the end of it. Soooo many cakes en shit to chose from.... SUGAR RUSH!!! i got hyper later on. -B flipped out at me for no effing reason. now she aint talking to me. ADVISE: Ask first, before you go around accusing people of silly shit. -Was meant to stay back for music today, but it got cancelled so, the gang all met up on the steps outside school and shared jokes and memories of our time in school.... Then we played tag((HAHA)).. i dont wanna go to college. it means I' m gonna HAVE to grow up. SUCKS ass. -Spanish Orals went okay. i think i got a 'C', atleast!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxx

Spanish Oral on tuesday! "Mi colegio se llama CHSG. Es un colegio para chicas. me gusta las clases porque son divertidas pero las chicas son muy ruidosas. Estudio ingles, matematicas, ciencias, educacion fisica, musica, historia y informatica. prefiero musica porque es facil y divertida. mi profesora es extrovertida...." SHYTE! that's all i remember en i still have sooo much more of it to remember... i think i'm screwed! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxxx

I had no idea that yr 11 would be this tough: Year 11 = social life school. Remind me to slap the person who said that i was a breeze. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxx

sleeeeeeep -got down to so much IT work today. Spent a double lesson, lunchtime en after school doing that shit work. Got home at 6, en am still doin the work. -the Family are piss-taking again. -shit! forgot to do science c/w.... ohh snap - am getting into lacuna coil...awesomenessnessnessness -they all think am weird, they all hate my music! - do i give a toss? -my dad called me the otha day(((YAY))) -bought my ticket for the GALA, now, it's a question of what to wear... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ catch ya later xxxxxx