these entries. haha. they make me laugh now. but im not gonna delete them cuz i really felt that way. *sigh* i think the heat was getting to me.. yeah, that's gotta be it. cuz it's cold as hell now and i'm so over it. *7*17*06* it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. i totally agree. i dream of you every night you lie awake in the day you'll always be right here with me i crossed an ocean of time you're still so far away you'll always be right here with me -listening to this song... remembering how i used to cry when i heard it. yet somehow it doesnt make me sick to hear it now. but i don't feel the same way i did when i hear it now. and i wish i could have that back. the song meant so much more when it had meaning to me... as for now, i'm just waiting to have my heart broken again.

I KNOW THAT IT'S NOT FAIR TO ME TO SEE THIS LOVE WALK RIGHT BY ME EVERYDAY. WILL WE EVER MEET THE RIGHT WAY? I love everything about you..

Sometimes dreams feel so real that they can really shake you in the morning. After Friday night, I know one of them isn't real at all, but that still leaves me with two dreams and something else way more than a dream. This dream I had, plus Friday night's contention is starting to make me question my whole existence. Are my dreams (goals) legit or am I just chasing a dream? - I am off to the library to research dreams and their meanings- i am lost in thought as the drops of rain at the windshield the tear is so, i seem to recall as i have no clue where you are and where you've been and where you're sleeping tonight this time it's killing me to see through your eyes if this is love then why do i feel this way inside when i listen to this song, i dont know who it's about or who it should be about and it's killing me..