I hate, hate, hate noticing Jon around campus.  I've only seen him twice, but both times I've had to kinda retreat inside the van and gather myself.  I almost wish I didn't hang up on him that time, though it was accidental.  I know it was probably for the better even if it was unintentional though.  ...He's done so much to me by doing so little.

Lonely, but I'm almost too skeptical of people to give someone a chance at this point.  And i'd be interested in sex, but after Jon and that creeper guy, it just seems...overrated, at this point.

Jobs are impossible to find.  At least, what I want to do anyway...and I'm not gonna settle for being a lameass secretary or something.

 Meh. Real life needs to arrive soon, I'm tired of limbo.