thats all i have to say about somerset schools. i miss my baby. i need some sleep. and i need a vault to stay awake. urgh. 8675457

i had a heart attack yesterday. im for sure. lol. Eddie is BACK. i know it. and he wants me back. im going to my baby again! everything will be happy again! yay! so fucking happier than i've ever been in Months since our Break up.

ah, get a phone turned on today. cant wait. still missing justin. he's off on spring break. i hate it that we dont get to talk a lot. he has to work quite a bit since he's on break. so yeah. and then, i might get to see him tonight. for two hours i'll see him as a clown. for one i'll see him as himself. cant wait. besides the fact that he'll be a clown. im terrified of clowns. but i can stick around just to see him. he's great. school still sucks. i happen to be there now. in the middle of class. which sucks my big fake PENIS! hahaha. i hate This School. It'll be the death of me. That or My Mother. ugh. dont get me started. gotta go. teach coming. i love justin andrew durbin!

whow. i am like very tired. and i miss my cellular phone. i love justin. im also in love with one of my best friends. and thats bad. because i dont think he loves me at all except as a friend. well i gotta go. he'll be back soon. besides i would NEVER hurt justin like that. i love justin a lot. and i miss him a lot right now too. later. i gotta go do this homowork. and be bored as hell do the same shit just a different day. So Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease, im Out! Amie Renea Durbin ..haha

well, things are the same. same shit different days. still with justin.

well, im not up to my best today. we have an assembly soon i think. whow. i miss justin. we get to see each other sometime this week, i cant wait. its gonna be wonderful. hes great. well got to go. later. Amie Loves Justin Andrew Durbin

loverhymeswithamieandjustin :p haha i love that song. im tierd. and its boring in school once again. im in 2nd. i might post later if i get on in 4th. i know we're going to the lab i just dont know if i'll be getting on here and posting. crap about eddie come up again. whow. just what i need to have a perfect day, eh? hell no. i miss justin. he's lovely. he makes me smile. my friends make me laugh and smile. i dont know what i would do without them. or even the ones that i dont talk to anymore and the ones who hate me at the moment. haha. someone always hates me. never know why though. its kinda hard to understand all the people in my school. they're crazy. well im gonna get. im tierd and i needa write daniel. later. so im back. and still bored. i love justin too. he's a sweetheart. i really hope things work out for me and him. and i really miss eddie. everytime i turn around i hear something about him it tears me apart. i love him a lot and i always will but i dont want to screw things up with justin. he's great and i really like him a lot. I just dont know what to do. i feel like i'll always love eddie. no matter what happens. I'll always be his, even if we arent together and cant be. im just trying to figure out all the questions in front of me and make the better of all the things that seem so awful. and i can and will do. i love him and i always will but now im with justin and he has my heart. well a good portion of it. the other part is with eddie. lol. later. i gotta act like im doing some other work.

whow. school is still boring. the dreams are gone. figured them out. justa bunch of shit as of today. many problems. tierd. ready to kill over dead now. later.

okay, so im in school on the net when im not supposed to be. oh well. bit woop. get the fuck over it. i just made this account. well me and justin are doing great. one week and two days. i love him he's great. but i have wierd dreams about eddie. i always feel pain in my chest after i have these dreams. i dont know what its all about. but it scares me kinda.