Sigh..... I really just am beyond reconcilling about anything. This life is going by so fast and i cant even begin to catch my breath. Its ridiculous, i have everything i could ever want minus some things that i believe are esential, besides this i am extremely homesick and havent enjoyed being over seas like i should have, it really does make me think that i should be enjoying my life more yet i clearly am not. sigh...once again i cant even begin to explain this feelings it just SUCKS....bit down at the moment cant u tell??? Passion from the latin word passio meaning to suffer, just wondering if all love earthly or devine is destined to hurt??