ok so havent been on this site in foreverrrr. but yeah, hi again. lots has changed sicne the last journal entry. im 17 now, (like i said, its been a while since the last journal entry) umm no bf anymore (therefore dont love him....um yeah thats a long story) bands have changed too. its weird how youre drawn to certian groups depending on your mood and outlook on life. thats why you should have eclectic tastes in music. for example, if you only listen death metal and only death metal youre probobaly not going to be a very happy person. that might be stereotyping it a bit but life doesnt fit into one steoeotype so if you base your music off your life it shoudlnt be only one stereotpye either. my new favorite bands (i guess to fit my outlook on life right now...who understands why we liek the things we do) but anyhew, bands.... depeche mode ben folds bonnie mckee the scene aesthetic the fray duncan sheik bob marley motion city soundtrack panic at the disco (not as much as i used to) dashboard (but not as much anymore) trying to go out and find all sorts of new groups jsut see what all is out there. it really annoys me when people only lsiten to one or two bands or only what their friends listen to., theres so much out there and it should be a sin to not take advantage of it and listen to it. hmmm so yeah. i also hate people wo are emotionally weak. it jsut makes me so mad when people use other peopel as an emotional crutch. (ex. a friend of mines boyfriend cheated on her and she broke up with him for a grand total of 2 days then begged for him to take her back bc she "needed" him. she made it through 16 yeard of her life without him and there will be other guys but shes so wrapped aroudn his finger that she will do anything for him. argh. ) but yeah. (this has officially become a ranty w/e the hell comes to my mind type journal) hmm dotn know what else to say but i dont want to end this on a negative note bc im in a really positive mood. i love my friends, they are amazing. i also love being single! its so great you can flirt with any (available) guy you want to and not feel guilty and then the hookups etc arent too shabby. i kind of have this fear of commitment so no-strngs-attatched hookups are quite appealing to me. theres this one problem. i promised myself that id only hook up with people i had no romantic feelings for, and i broke that rule. this guys really sweet, funny, tells good jokes, has a nice personality, isnt a creep, knows how to party, understands my movie quotes etc, but he doesnt date. hes a hook-up/pimp k ind of guy. he says that im his favorite hookup and we hang out all the time but he doenst want to date me jsut friends with benefits. argh i hate it SO much. whenever hes witha anther girl i jsut want to scream and i hate that jealousy thing. on a more positive note.....tomorrows mothers day! im so excited. me and my mom actually get along (most of the time). which is weird bc most teenage girls hate their mothers. but she and i are really close. i dont tell her everything but i can tlak to her aobut friends and frustrations etc. dont talk to her about sex and drugs etc for obvious reasons but other than that i can talk to her about anything. im so glad i have her bc my dads not here anymore so we always say that were all eachothers got. i think thats a ositive note to end on (a little goody goody but oh well....) and this journal entry has been suficiently long and pointless. therefore, its time for a goodnight and goodluck! xxoo haley

hey im haley im 16 and i live in va with my mom and dog. im the youngest of 5 kids. i looove my bf. and i love music (obviously) my favorite babds are p!atd, motion city soundtrack, armor for sleep, less than jake, dashboard confessional, and lots ltos more