Sunday, 28/03/10, I woke up yesterday in flood of tears as reality sank in after the death of my best friend's dad. It hurts to think that I will never hear is voice on the phone again or tell him about my driving progress and how my family and I are doing. My friend moved out of her parents' place just after Christmas and I used to ring them up to ask how life is now that their daughter was no longer living with them. It was always my friend's dad who would always answer the phone and we'd talk for ages. That's never going to happen anymore and its really hurting me so much. Iv known my friend and her family for twenty-three years and we're both 25. She has always been like a sister to me and her parents have always been like my honery mum and dad to me. I just can't help but think of what my friend and her mum are going throughbut I know that they need time on their own to grieve aswell as her family. For the rest of us,it is a case of grieving for the loss of our good friend. Iv never been through anything like this in my life before, losing a friend. Im beginning to understand how painful it is.I know time is the greatest healer, but this is going to take me a lifetime to cope with it.