Ruptured Romance LOVE IS A FAKE Well, I can honestly say that today went awesome. I was at Hot Topic today;; listening to THE BLACK PARADE Me and Lauren spent an hour of standing listening to it.. and it sounded HELLA AMAZING. I won free nail polish too, Hah. Yeah, it was fucking awesome. Seriously. But yeah, totally anticipating the new album. In other news; Going to Cedar Point tomorrow. Kim && Arielle are coming. Arielle was supposed to come to the listening with me but shes a fag and blew me off yet again. So yeah, leaving tomorrow && getting a hotel and shit. So fucking excited. Current Music --> The Sharpest Lives; My Chem. 10/24 - Record Drop 10/26 - Hello, my birthday. 11/9 - I Am Ghost Concert. I blew 50 dollars today at the mall whilst I was there. TBP && TBS shirts plus handwarmers. (hey, they had a 15% off sale) Me and Kim are hanging now so were gonna go watch Edward Scissorhands. Cause Were WICKED COOL. Heroine Slow I turned to you, you turned away. From everything that I'd never say. Wrote it down, but tore it up. Recycled dreams could never live up To the name that haunts my every waking day. And time slips by when high. Expectations leaving me behind. And I know that this day is worth it. In every single breath I take in. Till The End;; HELENA

Vacant Infatuation. I'm Honestly Lying Well, today has been a whole 'sit on my ass and stare at the computer screen' kind of day. I'm tired. Guess thats what I get for not going to bed until 7 this morning. Stupid people think its cool to wake me up at 10. BLAH. Current Music -->> Sick Little Suicide; The Matches Discovered a few new bands I like today. That was probably the most progressing thing thats happened. After ranting last night, I realized this journal should be typed in everyday; or at least when I have time. It'll give me something to do. Express my 'feelings and thoughts' about the lame-wads on here... Anywho... I'm really super hungry. And theres nothing here to eat. Like you care much.. Well, tomorrow is monday. That completely sucks. I hate my school. Nothing but a bunch of teenies and really really really gay people. It makes me sick how everyone there is like, well, i dont know how to describe it. It has a beginning, It has an end, Its a beautiful story, But its pretend. It keeps us laughing It makes us cry Its the life, its Joe Robot. Has tin cans, has Joe Robot. Where is it going, Where has it been, It is Trojan Horse, Or is it friend? Its the life, its Joe Robot. Has tin cans, has Joe Robot. Joe Robot Till the end. Helena.

Fucking 3 Entries in one day. Hello, I have no life. This post was necessary though. I am becoming EXTREMELY angry at tons of people. This whole My Chemical Romance deal is getting me so fucking pissed. 'The new stuff sucks'. 'They sound like -insert name here-' >.< Its making me so mad its not even funny. Hello, true fans don't go and turn they're back everytime a song sounds more like another genera of music. True fans stick by the band TILL THE FUCKING END. And that's what I intend on doing. All this is pure insanity. So what, My Chem already has another 'Helena' out. 'Welcome To The Black Parade' is probably getting tons of 'poser fans' right now. I DONT GIVE A SHIT. Its like i said with "Helena"; Just because the song is REALLLYSUPERFAMOUS doesn't mean I'm not gonna like the song. Thats just pure bullshit. I've heard people say that a song sucks because its the same title as one by another artist they dislike. Who gives a shit? Disliking a song because it sounds different from their 'older stuff' is one lame-ass excuse. I'm more partial to My Chemical Romance's older stuff as well. But I'm not beating myself up over the fact that they sound different on their approaching album. I'm entering this thing with an open mind. AND AN OPEN HEART.

It's All About The Song In My Head; The One Where The Audience Is All Dead Today. Extreme Boringness. Computer, pizza, starbursts. And Now;; Babysitting WOO. Watched "The Craft". Watching Life on the Murder Scene in exactly 3 minutes. Listening To 'Composing' by Boys Night Out. Having major issues with my contacts. My teacher offered me a Jell-O shot on friday. Just kidding about that last part. (= Blaahhh. This post is pointless. I found someone on the pages today. A very annoying kid, in fact. I hate people that instigate things on the pages of my favorite band. Its like, 'can't you fucking post on the artists you like instead of shooting down one of my personal favorites?' I swear, people don't think before they act. And then they pull that 'Well, its a free country, I can post where I want' Thats what pisses me off most. HULLO! YOUR SPAMMING UP THE PAGES THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE BEING USED FOR THE PURPOSE OF THIS SITE. People are stupid. People are fags. I hate people. I need asprin. I listened to 'Cancer' today. I cried. It makes me thing about myself if I were put in a position like that. And thats what gets me. If you had Cancer, and were dying. Would you lose hope? Would you take all the courage you could muster and pull through it? And the lyric that always gets me going is 'Know that I will never marry' I think that would be so sad. To die from cancer and never love someone and yeah... I'm done analyzing this. Near tears here. Well, this took longer than it needed to be. I'm over due for my DVD. till the end. Helena.

Another big explosion coming up, eh? Honestly cannot wait till the 24th. Wearing all black (you shouldn't be surprised to hear that), and so are my friends. After hell is over (for all you morons, thats SCHOOL.) i'm walking up to target to get it. WOO HOO. Anticipating to see what all the other truly amazing songs are on there. till then. Helena.