I *HEART* MATT

Have a nice day, but if not you can always kill yourself. heh heh heh ~Watch your back son~

Kinda bored right now but I'm about to leave so I won't be for long. Last night was definately one of the best nights I've had in a while. First I went to a dinner theater at my friends church, It was pretty cool, awesome food! Then we went to Starbucks and stayed there for hours. They had to tell us to leave because they had to close. My first time ever having a drink from there, not bad but I hate coffee. Anyways after that we went to my friends house for a little while and then we went to my house. Oh and I also had a very weird conversation with the guy who likes me.....YUCK.....anyways I called him and basically had nothing to say to him because I don't like him and he doesn't talk much either. Then I called this other guy and spent a really long time on the phone with him, really funny stuff, he's a hoot. We called him at starbucks and I didn't get off the phone with him till I got home. HAHAHAHA I got home at like minutes to midnight. I left my house at 6:00. Very awesome night. Boys are so weird and confusing though, thats why I don't bother. Let them come to me. I don't like them, they like me. Thats just how it works with me. Yeah but I don't think I've ever stayed on the phone with a guy for that long before which is creepy, maybe I did because we actually had stuff to say to eachother. We don't like eachother like that so it wasn't awkward or anything. I guess we can just talk at ease and help eachother with our problems. Thats cool, he's a good friend. I really want a puppy.....really really bad too! yeah so if you couldn't tell I really needed that night, so glad it came finally. (deap breath) *SMILES* =D !i!SO HAPPY NOW!i!

I am going to hangout with my bestest friend now.....BE ON LATER..... **************************************************************** ************SNOW**************ALREADY****************** *****************************************************************

GOOD NIGHT GOOD MORNING GOOD BYE

~I HATE DEAD KIDS~ alive ones anyways dont mean to hurt anyones feelings heh heh *wink wink*

I'm so about cry now... I guess I just came to realize all the wonderful gifts I've gotten =) *All i can do is smile & hope everything blows away in the wind, like your hair on a cold winters night* (deep breath)

Wow oh wow, like anybody's really gunna be reading this thing anytime soon....or ever.... Christmas has came so soon. Seems like yesterday It was summer, Nice weather, Hott guys, summer crush, hanging with my friends, vacation and so on. Pretty soon it's gunna be my birthday again. I'm growing up so fast....(that so just sounded like something my mom would say) yeah but I'm loving life right, don't wanna grow up too fast or too slow but I'm liking the speed its going at right now. Definitely don't like anybody right now. More on the down low about now, basically just trying to get everything together and smooth everything out. There might be some people I got my eye on but thats as far as its going to get right now. Life seems so indescribable right now...so busy...so tired yet I can't sleep...so hyper...so excited but about what (?)...and so happy to talk to some certain people lately (not sure why). If I wasn't happy right now, I wouldn't be writing all these amazing things down right now, but If I wasn't sad, I would be alot more happy then I'm feeling right now...right? I'm not sure...very frustrated. I wish there was some kind of hand book that came with being a teenager or atleast some kind of guide. Oh well... Guess I'm going to have to rely on the one resource I know always works...that would be *God*Jesus Chirst*Holy Spirit*. My fav freind(s)!i! YAY Anyhow I love all my wonderful & true friends to death. I would die for these people if need be. I've never had people treat me the way my friends treat me ever before. This past year I've grown to realize and understand what a friend really means. I truly think I'll keep in contact with these people when I'm like in my 30's. HAhaha I sure hope so. I SO LOVE MY FRIENDS and I thank God so much for blessing me with these people. You guys are awesome, you guys have helped me form me, you guys have helped me become me, you guys have helped me find the true me, you guys ARE a part of me, and I truly think you always will be.

*If I had a penny for everytime I stopped myself from killing someone I would be sooooo freakin rich*....WOO....anyways I like that saying ha

K, I have this thing right, its the oreo trinity, and like there is only three ppl in it....DC & CNC & VC DC is valerie CNC is me, M!RANDA & VC is Jenna These girls rock so much....LOVE YOU'S DC=dark chocolate CNC=cookies n cream VC=vanilla chocolate And me and val got extremely bored at a basketball game ones so we started making fun of ppl and stuff and this one guy reminded me of a frito so we named him frito (like the chips) and now we call all ugly guys fritos or ugly girls for that matter, just plain ugly ppl...its mean but fun stuff....and we call hott girls, such as ourself, cheetios but we only call ourselfs cheetios cause that would be weird if we called other girls cheetios, and we call HOTTIE'S (guys) doritios cause we wanna eat 'em....WHOA...NVM....not like that...hehehe....yeah well anyways post more later gotta do some stuff....thats right...STUFF. catcha laters