actually i had posted many entries but it kinda get deleted away...hopefully this entry wont. well its already the 5th of nov..still a 1month more to 2007..got a strong feelin tat it will b a great year 4 me..hopefully..i mean sometimes things u expect 2 be good may not turn out 2 b great.. anyway 2day i wann write abt a topic call D~R~E~A~M. i feel tat in my life i've got so much of tat... such like when i was younger i always wanted 2 b a police, physcologist, fashion designer, a guitarist.. but at the end of the i kinda feel tat i would b able 2 do it..cas everythin seems 2 difficult 4 me..however recently i kinda start 2 feel tat is not tat i cant do tat is bcas in my heart i already have something tat i always really wan 2 be...i dont think i wan say it out... not even in this entry..mayb is bcas i still do not have the courage to admit it..