there are so many bands that half to change because of record labels and the industry i really miss from first to last before sonny and i really miss jon the bassist its a tragedy when things happen i love sonny's vocals and everything but the old singer there was something about my heart your hands that just couldnt be copied and it was awesome there was footage of the guys and i think they were just being who they were and the song note to self i think has alot to do with losing yourself and getting mixed up in the fame