Insane. How the mind wanders from childhood to man. Hardly a definition by standards of morality... a "man" with no plan. With muscles of greed and a mind of wishful purity. Law is effortless, and pain is abundant. Inevitable defeat is the topic of discussion, what say you?

The best is the current experience. Today's living is tomorrows ambition. What I'm missing is what I haven't found yet. Happiest I've ever been? Maybe. Ever will be? Who knows... Glory is my goal, and recognition is my fix. Someday I'll know what I truly had; now, tonight.