I'm your average 14 year old kid, thiking about killing himself every day of his life. I go to school. I come home from school. I pretend like nothing is wrong, I pretend to have zero emotion, and ignore all the pain.. laff, i cry, i die inside...i dont understand wut im missing...i look under the bed, i check the closet...i dig and dig and can find nothing...i am empty of a soul...it is "burning in a heavens, and drowning in a hell"