Insane. How the mind wanders from childhood to man. Hardly a definition by standards of morality... a "man" with no plan. With muscles of greed and a mind of wishful purity. Law is effortless, and pain is abundant. Inevitable defeat is the topic of discussion, what say you?

The best is the current experience. Today's living is tomorrows ambition. What I'm missing is what I haven't found yet. Happiest I've ever been? Maybe. Ever will be? Who knows... Glory is my goal, and recognition is my fix. Someday I'll know what I truly had; now, tonight.

Inspiration is a second away. Pacing back and forth across the room as if waiting four the outcome of it's mother's car accident. But it isn't waiting for this first child, or the future Chipper Jones, no-no. It's waiting for you. But it's your job to catch it before it's gone. Because when it's gone, it doesn't come back. And you just lost a chance at changing your life forever.

The life of the past is the theory of the future. With love never happening, and dreams never coming true, who knows where we will end up now. This is the beginning of something bigger. This is the beginning of your love. The only regret I have is that it is not me. The only problem I have is that it is not me. The only hope i have is that it is me. The only thing I Have are my dreams, my hopes, my nightmares of love and hate. The closer I get the farther you run. The end is near, the beginning is closer...

So, it's like I go for you every second I have. It's like I walk a road, to you, and to your life. It's like your taken away, like your gone for ever. Seeming like I'm constantly 1 step behind you. But not anymore, I have passed the Mile...The Just One Mile. Like the end of a young mans love. Like the abortiond mother. Like the adobted kid, something that will change our lives forever... just... just.... one more mile.

I walk into a building, turn left, turn right, go downstairs, into the dungeon of a heart broken into pieces. I see ou standing, waiting for me...1 step...2 steps...3 steps closer...I stop, i say "Hello" no answer...Turning around leaving, opening me to an entire new world...i Entered to Exit. ---Spencer.

day by day i live, day by day i dream day by day im lost and found, day by day im born and dead, for one more day i will reach the end of the tunnel, into the white light of doom. One day, day by day, we will get there, not just me and myself but you as well

I'm your average 14 year old kid, thiking about killing himself every day of his life. I go to school. I come home from school. I pretend like nothing is wrong, I pretend to have zero emotion, and ignore all the pain.. laff, i cry, i die inside...i dont understand wut im missing...i look under the bed, i check the closet...i dig and dig and can find nothing...i am empty of a soul...it is "burning in a heavens, and drowning in a hell"