Um, i dont know why i am doing this, it will be a miracle of god if anyone ever actually reads it. I have no life. I am bored. I want to have a party but guess what i can't this weekend because my dad has a show (he's a musician/singer/songwriter/frontman of a band) and we have to go somewhere far away for it, so no party. My birthday is on tuesday and i want to have a party then too, but i still dont know if i can. And then my friends were gonna throw me a party but i cant go to that either because another out of town show, and my mother is a groupie and forces me to come along as well. Oh well, no party's in my life.