Next thing you know, I'll be married...or divorcered with four kids and I still haven't heard from her. And I'll still be too scared to call her. Oh my kitties are so big! And cute. I wanna play with them so badly but my stupid, fucking, paranoid, chauvanistic pig is...well...damit a fucking pig. I'm almost finished with my story. I can feel it! Ive took away so many things. And added just as many. It's barely the same story I started with. Oh I should be working on it now...So enough with this. Bye bye.

OH MY GOD... Where the FUCK is it? Bianca better not have took it or something. Or worse Mom..Or even more worse. Micheal. I know he read some of the first chapter the other day when I was typing it. I knew I should have smothered him in his sleep the other day. Oh I'm sorry but was intterupted by my dear mother. She took my sister to the doctors so I'm just here by myself in my home. Micheal's at school. I'm Alone...I love it. So where was I?...Oh yeah..Well I think I'm almost finished with my first chapter. YAY! Oh I want to post it up today so bad! I've got a D in science...So the chances of me getting to use the computer after grades come out aren't that great...I hate feeling this dread...It's just awful. I still haven't called Kelly. Right now would be a perfect time. What's stoping me? Nothing. I wish I wasn't such a stupid frady cat..I wonder if that's how you spell it..I think I'm gonna call her right now. I think. Oh well I'm gonna look for another smile to put here. I just love those things! EWWW.....

Seriously time does go by pretty damn quickly. Damn is my favorite word. =-) I'm listening to Fall Out boy right now so I'm in a pretty good mood. I even got Micheal to believe that I've already done my homework. The stupid git. I also love that word. Git. Bianca's Birthday was two days ago..It's about time she turned 13. It was getting pretty annoying to have to walk down the street with this 12 year old girl who is three inches taller than me. Only three more months till my birthday...tommorow's my mom's...Eh....I got no money...I guess I'll have to spend my lunch money but better that than have to listen to Micheal lecture me on how much she loves me while I have to sit there and stare at the spit on his chin. Ok another list of things to do..I actuall did some of the other things on my last one. Amazing eh? I'm pretty proud of myself. 1. Buy Mom's present. 2. Call Kelly. Seriously before she runs away to San Antonio or something. 3. Do homework..At school. 4. Sleep earlier. 5. Practice on Bianca's guitar...Get better at sneeking it away from her. 6. Be nicer to Daniel...Not too nice. 7. Talk to Elizabeth more. 8. Talk more with your "friends". I can't believe I have to tell myself that. Pathetic. 9. Find eyeliner and stop losing it everywhere. Same with money. 10. Stop lying to Sarah so much. Monica too. Smiley attack!!!

1. Rewrite HP story. 2. Do homework 3. Stop thinking about Dennis. And Elizabeth's friend..who's name I don't even know.. 4. Go to sleep earlier. 5. Save money 6. Be nicer to Nancy and Daniel. 7. Talk to Sate more. She's cool. 8. Stop avoiding Adrianne and the rest of them. 9. Kill Maribel in her sleep. Might wanna find out where she lives first... 10. Stop acting so pathetic And look here's another smiley to cheer me up. I dunno if it will work though. Oh well. And look here's another smiley to cheer me up..I dunno if it

My god... a week...I've talked to Kelly. And Sarah. For heaven's sake she's giving me rides to school and back.. Who would have thought...Sarah. I've got Monica for two classes! Yeah I'm actually happy about that. I love dissmisal. So much..And Elizabeth's friend...I don't even know his name..But god I have the biggest crush on him. I haven't even seen Dennis you know..I'm happy about that but for some reason I keep looking for him everywhere. Wow..One week..Who knew things could change so quickly?