I hope this works....

1. Buy school clothes and stuff. 2. Stop going to teenspot. 3. Rewrite HP story. 4. Call Kelly and Sarah. 5. Stop listening to that stupid song by Fall Out Boy 6. Buy light bulbs. 7. Wash clothes. 8. Buy eyeliner. 9. Stop talking to yourself. 10. Stop feeling sorry for yourself.

I wonder if I'll still have any friends by the time school starts..I haven't spoken to anyone cept Sarah..even though that was weeks ago..and Kelly..who lives in Texas for fuck's sake! Monica? I think I'm starting to hate her..not that she did anything bad...but I still fucking hater her for ditching me. Actually..I kinda ditched her too...And all my other "friends"..Well I guess they will still be around..It's just that I don't want them to be. I need a good song to cheer me up...I sounds so gothic! And the ironic thing is that to everyone else I'm the cheerest person alive...almost to the point of preppy..urgh.. You know I've changed my mind. I love this thing.

Oh look! A journal where I can write my most dark and personal thoughts..And open to the whole world..Ah fuck it. Now who would read this anyway? Stalkers? Nah..I'm not that interesting anyway. It happens to be..1:10am and I'm bored..Of course I could go to sleep like some normal person..but I just don't feel like it. I don't wanna go to school!!!!! Ah calm down Krystal, you got a week of summer left! Note to self: I should call Kelly...Before she kills herself or something.. Well goodnight all!