love is so fucking not worth it. its true so true. sparky (my boy friend) has been an ass. trying to make out w/ 1 of my friends. while im in the room. love is so vile it has to be a virus. in how to deal the main person halie belives when ever the opposite sex gets together it always ends up in a diaster. and im starting to belive it. well to be sarcastic life is just peachy. so i wish someone would let me stay with them. so i can get out of this hell called life. but everyday i still am glade to be here. i could of died or be in worst condions. and i only reay have to be sad about is whats happening to my parints. which i dont really know whats going on . got 2 go! bye!

today i get to go see my bf sparky. the sadest thing is last time i saw him was 5 weekes ago. thats sad. the silents is what hears me. ineed someone here to help me. thats staind there good

im so fucking fed up with this shit im in a tool mood!

hello its me i think this world is shit its going to hell and were all going with it. everyone just sits there watches MTV so they can find the new style or trend. geuss what there are to much fucking trends in this sad corupt little world. everyone wants to look and act like paris hilton. whos fame came from a stupid porno. god get a life you little whore. you have enough money you should be able to at least by one. but who really gives a shit about her. oh and i also hate the catogorys. the catogorys people put us in . see you got the goths, preps, jocks, freaks, geeks,lozers, rich fucks,ect... and im sick of it i am who i am so fuck you! parints dont undresatnd how we seem to be fine but were not. so this is me on a ggod day deal with it. i am a highly caffeined 15 year old girl who had a really shitty year so far . so dont fuck with me. i do believe theres a god. just most days we dont like eachother. but i have a theory! that the world will end soon .not really im just joking. i have no thoery...right now? "you are wrong, fucked, and overrated. i think im gonna be sick and its you falt. this is the end of every thing, you are the end of everything" thats from everything ends by slipknot. the end will come people! got to keep that in mind.