so. i'm kate. not katie. not kat. my name is kate.

wow. I missed song meanings a lot. I haven't updated this forever! not much to say, amazingly, I'm still alive!

I have a very perverted song stuck in my head. FOXTROT UNIFORM CHARLIE KILO That explains it all!

"I'd rather die than have to see your smile" I'd would have rather died than said those words just a week ago. Then, halfway through, I would have rather killed myself than kept thinking about you. Now these feelings of love/lust/hate are warped together and fading quickly... If I was invisible I'd come to your room and "through the keyhole I'd watch you dress..."

He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not... His beautiful browneyes ake me want to cry out of sadness joy and lust all at the same time. I would tell the whole story, but I'm not in the mood. If you really want to hear it, get in contact.

Why do some people fear what comes next? Is it because they are insecure of themselves, or because of this stereotype that there is a heaven and a hell, and if you make a few stupid mistakes, your damned for eternity?