Did you know that 100% of non-smokers WILL die?

I told you I skip alot of classes. I'm skipping one right now. English. I've lost my voice. I'm not fucking doing a three minute speach. I don't bloody think so. The bell goes in seventeen minutes, and I am yet to sign in. In about ten minutes I think I'll sign off here and get down to the office and sign in. I forgot to sign in on Monday, so I was marked as absent for the whole day, even though I was here. I'm pretty tired today. I couldn't really get out of bed. It was kind of a struggle. At least I get to sleep in tomorrow. I don't have to be at school until midday, so I get to sleep in until like 10.30. Thats fucking fantastic, in my opinion. Ahh. I just killed an ant. It was crawling along the table right in front of me, and WHACK! Now it's dead. I seem like I am in a good mood as I'm typing away right here. But I'm really not. I actually am in a bad mood. I feel like shit, to be honest. I don't know why. It's just been one of those weeks. My friend Leish just walked into the library.

Yeah, okay. So I skip alot of classes. So what? I'm in the library right now. It's period one, and I have not signed into school yet, so it's not like I can really get caught, no? I have TAFE this afternoon from 2-6, and it's death, I tell you. Death. Four hours of complete and utter BOREDOM. I hate it. Hate it. Hate it. NEVER choose Entertainment as a subject through TAFE. Never. It is the most boring thing I have ever encountered. There is a Battle Of The Bands competition coming up on Friday, of which some of my friend's band is in, and on the daily messages on the televisions here at school, they named it "Northern Exposure" instead of "Northern Composure". How embarresing for them. Well, from this entry so far, I am pretty sure that I can conclude with I hate mondays. Has anything interesting happened so far in my day? Feel free to re-read what I have already written, and email me with an answer if you feel it nessessary. I will admit that it is only 9.25AM, but regardless of this, it has been a boring Monday. If nothing interesting has happened by now, it usually means that nothing will. No. No it won't. Nothing interesting will happen. Death to Mondays. Death. Casssssssssss.

I'm grounded. So i am at home, and check how bored I am: I am eating ice cream and Pepsi Max, and I am making spyder drinks in my mouth (you know, those drinks when you put a chunk of ice-cream into fizzy drink and it fizzes up and out of the glass?) Well I am doing exactly that, but in my mouth. (my mouth is closed, of course). I bought "Louder Now" - Taking Back Sunday today. I am listening to it. It is worth the money, by the way. All my friends are out at a huge party tonight, and I am not. How sad?

Did you know that?

Apparently. Everyone is so angry these days. Angry bout this. Angry bout that. Just smile and pretend you like life, like I do. You know what pisses me off? When you break up with a guy, not because you've lost interest in the relationship, but because you are PHYSICALLY INCAPABLE of being in a relationship at this present time, and he knows that perfectly well, and one week, he's crying on your shoulder saying he wants you back, and you both exchange feelings, and realise you both still have feelings for eachother... and then, a week later... he fucks your best friend. Then, another week later, when you and him a almost practicly back together, he hooks up with ANOTHER of your friends. But he claims to love you. THAT'S what pisses me off.

My internet was broken for a while there. I was devistated. I couldn't get online to chat in any of my online journals (and I have a few). I'm eating an apple, with my hair all over the place (I haven't touched it since this morning), wearing a red MXPX t-shirt, jeans, white socks and it's stopped raining for the first time today. But according to this website (www.mirror.bom.gov.au) theres a storm and a half coming our way. Joooooy...

Good evening. Actually, it's 9:27PM. Evening all the same, I guess. I woke up this morning, thinking (I know, scary) and I was thinking, "How can all this shit be happening all over the world, like, poverty, war, suicide, distruction, abuse, harassment, broken homes, pain and devestation, and there is not one fucken thing I can do about it." I freak myself out pretty easily, because I'll just start thinking about life and shit, and I realise that wether I like it or not, shit is going to happen. Like you'll get cut, but it takes a while for the scar to heal. Bad things will happen, but you'll grieve for a while afterwards. We could die at any time. Life as we know it could be over while I am sitting here, at this computer, typing on this keyboard, listening to this song ('Jet Back New Year' - Thursday). It's the scariest fucking thing in the world. Think about it. xxxxxx

Here I am... at school. What a lovely day. I'm in science at the moment. We are suppose to be looking up Hydrosphere, Lithosphere and Biosphere. No thanks, I'll pass on that. I wish I were at home. On the couch. Under a doona. With a mug of hot chocolate. And a plate of cookies. And a water bottle. Watching a movie. If I had a choice, Puberty Blues. Because it's a classic. You know what else is a classic? Matt from Taking Back Sunday. He's the bass player. Have you read the Taking Back Sunday diary on the website (http://www.takingbacksunday.com)? He is so freaken funny. I praise him. I bet he's at home right now. On the couch. Under a doona. With a mug of coffee. And a plate of cookies. Prehaps a water bottle. Watching a movie. Not sure what he would be watching. Something good probably. God i'm a loser. My teacher just asked me if by any chance, have I looked up Hydrosphere and the other sphere's yet? The answer? No. What did I tell her? "Of course miss!" Stupid woman believed me. Dumb cunt. If anyone finds a diagram of a biosphere, email it to me. xxxxx