i decided to start writing a journal.....so here goes..... Well, last night kind of sucked, mike can over and chilled with me and the roomies, then after he left we went to meet up with colfer and lisa at some party, but we didn't end up going in b/c lisa wan't having fun so we decided to walk to panini's but didn't end up going in. By this time, my buzz had worn off and Lisa and I both just wanted to go home so we ended up just walking back to my house and went to bed. it was good though, that I didn't drink because today I felt so productive; went tanning then ran 4 miles, and ate pretty healthy, minus the chili chip dip at AB's house, but whatever. now I am trying to decide if I want to go get crazy tonight. i feel like there is nothing to do, i really feel like i should have a lot of friends outside of soccer since so many people from my high school go here, but I really found out that I have very few and I dont really feel like going and drinkning much anymore....i dont know....we will see...